okay.
i'm soo in a good mood nowadays.
haha.
dun ask me.
life has been great.
even thou there's something that pulls you.
your friend'll always be there to bring you up.
yup, back to your feet.
thanks alot you guys.
hehe.
hols just started.
must plan and spend tym properly.
cannot go to waste just like dat.
hehex.
[HIM]
haiz.
i dunoe why dis feeling has been bothering me.
for lyke how many years.
wat feelings?
i'll tell you now.
its da kind of feeling.
where you felt the emptiness.
the sadness as well as feeling down.
whenever its a few more days.
to my burfday.
its been happening all along.
last year, 2007.
the year before, 2006.
and two years before, 2005.
now 3 years doesnt make it coincidence.
i'm sick of dis feeling to the core.
i wanna get out from it as soon as possible.
i wanna live my life to the fullest.
before everything else turns dark.
and before i close my eyes forever.
haiz.
what am i living for?
lets just hope i'll get the answer.
cos nobody in this earth.
will understand what i've been going through.
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