Friday, December 28, 2007
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haiz..tonight is very different..n i dun lyke it..darl's gone to melaka for a hol..will only be back on sunday evening..even then i wont get to mit her till monday..sumore we'll mit only about 30mins..oh god..pls make me strong..i cant bare being along w/o her..i need soo badly darling..feel lyke hugging you rite naw..aargh!bt nvm..i'll wait for you..lyke i always do..gurl i do hope you return back here safely..cos u meant too much for me..haiz..i'll neva stop praying..till u came back darling..damn i hate CAD!..f1 is soo fcuking hard..how am i supposed to pass dis module?project is 20% finish..deadline's 2nd january..damn it!even thou its 15% weightage..i still need to complete it..wahlao..i tell you guys..working in sentosa haf gotten into my nerves..lucky i've been working with wonderful ppl..ppl lyke saihah, dhilah, anthony..not to forget da understanding IC amir..if it were not for them i wud haf quit working..ppl over there are just so fcuked up!..can u imagine larhs..those of them shud haf been working..crowds were lyke ants..there were soo many..it can be understood dat the crowd is large..due to christmas as well as end of year hols..bt one thing i dun understand is those guys..where are they?..happily go practice for attractions nyte..i'd say wtf?!..wich is more impt larh seh?from naw onwards i'm gonna save money slowly..by late february i intend to enrol..for 2B license..with license its much more easier you see..owning my own motorbike is another story larhs..i just want to take de license..can sumbody pls grant my wish?..if not..cud you god?i sumhow feel lyfe is totally meaningless rite naw..pointless..useless..i totally hate lyfe rite naw..gosh..its so unpleasant..
