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hey..everybody's wrote their new year resolution..haiz
wats mine?..well let me tell you wat i hope for..bt first!
let me do a quick recap of wat haf been happening in 2007..
-2007-skool was okay during my last term of my first year..
managed to get 2.1 gpa..still acceptable i guess..
i was getting lazier n lazier in each day dat i've spent in poly..
studies beginning to drop!on 13th april 2007..i first meet dear darl..non other than
Nur Farlyana Bte Johari..
we met more often wen we're skooling..beginning, we used to meet at da bustop..
bt later, i fetch her right from her block all da way to da bustop..haha..bt dats not it!
later2, i began to send her all da way to skool!..ahhax..wat can i say more..
for love i'd do anything!during june hols gotto noe darl has been hitted by chicken pox..
it was pity she cudnt enjoy her hols fully..was at home right from da first day of da 2 weeks..
however, sumthing gud happen..n finally, i did sumthing worth remembering..
i've managed to unlock her heart!..she accepted my 'sound'..hehex..
only god noes how i felt!each day we began to get closer..we're inseparable..den on we make promises..
promises we wud wanna be fulfilled..n not just empty ones..i dun noe wats hers..
bt i surely noe wats mine..even thou i'm her **
th guy..i just wished dat..
i wanna make her my first n my last!we started on da 10th..actually 13th is da planned..bt hu cares!
da dates dun state anything!..ahha..sumore it was on da day of my nssl tournament..
even thou i celebrated burfday alone..n even thou how i'd wished to celebrate wif darl..
i noe deep inside she also felt dat way..n i'm glad to feel dat way..bcos..
neva haf i been appreciated more from anyone else!bt i believe..wen u got sumthing new..u haf to let go sumthing old..
Siti Nur Nadiah..da gurl i used to lyke..we were very close once..
i still remember those days..wen we wud msg each nyte w/o fail..
she's such a character..one to be found in a million..bt unfortunately for us..
things doesnt work out right..n i blamed her for every lil mistake..
i just cant forgive myself for treating you dat way!sumwhere towards da end of the year..darl n me started quarelling..
just over the smallest of things dat anyone cud haf imagine..bt we stayed strong..
we make peace, bt started again soon after it..dis carry on for lyke weeks..
we've got to find da solution..n da best solution is..not to react wen ur angry..
i guess dat helps alot..well, wat can i say..
we're meant for each other n belong togeda!n right naw..8 more days to our 7mthsary..i'm sooo excited..
its been months we've been togeda..n i hope we cud still go on..
bt!..just haf i tasted love..i'm beginning to drop in my studies..
i guess its my fault..cos i spent too much tym on her..n she shudnt feel guilty..
i cant help it larhs..first tym falling in love makes u excited n forget da world..
my gpa drops n if i'm not careful i may well repeat modules!dats abt it..n naw, wat do i hope for dis upcoming year 2008?
i realie do wanna get back in track in my studies..gee..how can i make it?
first day of skool i've got all my common test n shud i be surprised?..or did i noe all along?
i failed badly two subj..n failed by just a mark on another subj..
wat a bad start to da new year!n naw..i've got to get my all my focus n attention back to studies..
n to my dear darl..sorie if i'm gonna spend lil tym on you dis term..
i just want to fulfill my promise..i dun want to see da worst scenario later..
i hope you'll understand.. (:
Happie New Year 2008 everyone!..i'll promise for a better change..
