[HER]
i dun understand why she enjoys insulting me.
i've been lenient
too lenient i shud say
dat she kept on calling me names
is it FUN insulting ur own flesh and blood by calling dem names?
is it dat difficult to just keep ur bloody mouth shut?
if u enjoy doing this
den i shud say this to u
'u can jolly well take off ur scarf.'though it may hurt
but i tink e pain dat u've inflicted on me is even stronger
hah!
i may sound harsh
dat i cld even hurt some other parties
bt believe me
dis is only meant for her
and not to anyone else
im sure y'all wanna noe e whole story
n nt wanting me to leave the story hanging
k the story goes like this..
as usual,every tue and wed,i wld go for my religious class wif my cuzzins
so while waiting for our turns
we chit chat abit
coz we've nt met for quite a long time
so being myself
and also my obsession for Taufik
i asked them who's Taufik dream date since i didnt go coz im sick.
one;answered my qn and told me who's the lucky girl
e other ONE;who cldnt keep her mouth shut went on saying
"apesal ly nk tau?bkn ly lah.Taufik mane nk ly?prasan jambu jer.
hidung kemek,
gigi berselerak.'
i swear i cldnt control my anger
so i turned away
and continued to recite my Holy Quran
to gain some patience
iye
aku tau diri aku sape
cantik?jauh sekali
pi tkya la hina.
ini smue pemberian tuhan
aku redha.
dan,hanya TUHAN sahaje yg tau perasaanku pade saat itu.kalau ikotkn hati,dah aku maki hamun pmpn tutapi aku mase ade imanaku mase bole kawal perasaan aku.dis is nt e first tym
neither it is e second
havent she had enuf?
after calling me a
chimpanzee in public.
nw she insulted me again.
wat wrong have i done dat i received dis kinda treatment frm her?
COUSINS !
i guess dat word doesnt mean anytink to her
nw i wonder
whether all her doings towards me
is it for real ?
hah!
beats me.
coz i've lose trust in her
but because there's a saying dat goes:
'Humans make mistakes.'i'll sincerely forgive her
as a human being
and also as my cousin.
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