hey. wat a beautiful saturday today. but i woke up only to realise one thing. it will be a booooring saturday larh seh! haiz.
okay. yesterday morning. went for a jog wif dear darl. it was more lyke a stretching session. plus camwhoring! haha. nonetheless. we have a great time togeda!
got back home at abt noon. only for sumthing to make my heart drop. yes! exam results! grr.
now for me da word passed left no impact on me. everybody can pass. but can everybody pass wif flying colours? gosh da answer's a NO.
i'm disappointed wif myself. worst still. i've disappoint my parents as well as my darl. they're da ones dat were hoping i cud score well. get a decent gpa for da semester. but i didnt.
darl's was very disappointed i can see dat. at dat moment i was at lost. i've done bad. and to make things worst. nobody was there to give me support. morale's down i shud say.
i went prayers and wen back home. den went out for takraw frenly match. against chua chu kang secondary. match started at about 4pm.
everything seems okay till da announcement of regus. i was damn shocked larhs. how come ppl who missed training lyke for two weeks get selected? just because they play da same regu during POLITE games last year? i was lyke, fcuked up seh.
i noe i've missed one training bcos of working. dats enuf to make my captain go mad? i tried to make out for it by finding replacements for work seh. and now i can say dis. wat for i did such sacrifices wen i noe i'm not chosen.
and wen they told me to play after da whole 3 regu haf played. i was lyke, bleaaaaaargh! fcuk off. i'm done wif takraw selection over here. i was just waiting for tym to go off.
i was hit by another disappointment. i go home, went online for awhile. den shut it down, go to sleep. i'm just tired of making sacrifices in life. wen it all doesnt seemed to pay off. haiz.
i'm sorie darl. i've always been ur worst disappoinment in ur life. if u tink dat u've had enuf of my failures. for some reasons. i just tink. u deserved a betta guy than me.
