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haiz.
i dunoe why dis feeling has been bothering me.
for lyke how many years.
wat feelings?
i'll tell you now.
its da kind of feeling.
where you felt the emptiness.
the sadness as well as feeling down.
whenever its a few more days.
to my burfday.
its been happening all along.
last year, 2007.
the year before, 2006.
and two years before, 2005.
now 3 years doesnt make it coincidence.
i'm sick of dis feeling to the core.
i wanna get out from it as soon as possible.
i wanna live my life to the fullest.
before everything else turns dark.
and before i close my eyes forever.
haiz.
what am i living for?
lets just hope i'll get the answer.
cos nobody in this earth.
will understand what i've been going through.
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