Lyana ♥ Amir

2008-06-10T04:45:00.002+08:00

[HIM]

okay.
i'm soo in a good mood nowadays.
haha.
dun ask me.
you know why!

life has been great.
even thou there's something that pulls you.
your friend'll always be there to bring you up.
yup, back to your feet.
thanks alot you guys.

hehe.
hols just started.
must plan and spend tym properly.
cannot go to waste just like dat.
hehex.

2008-06-06T16:04:00.002+08:00

[HIM]

haiz.
i dunoe why dis feeling has been bothering me.
for lyke how many years.
wat feelings?
i'll tell you now.

its da kind of feeling.
where you felt the emptiness.
the sadness as well as feeling down.
whenever its a few more days.
to my burfday.

its been happening all along.
last year, 2007.
the year before, 2006.
and two years before, 2005.
now 3 years doesnt make it coincidence.

i'm sick of dis feeling to the core.
i wanna get out from it as soon as possible.
i wanna live my life to the fullest.
before everything else turns dark.
and before i close my eyes forever.

haiz.
what am i living for?
lets just hope i'll get the answer.
cos nobody in this earth.
will understand what i've been going through.

2008-06-01T16:34:00.003+08:00

[HIM]

Momentum 2008 was a huge success!
and i mean HUGE!
haha.
and dear darl's performance.
was 4.8 stars leh!

hurhur~

2008-05-27T11:38:00.002+08:00

[HIM]

heylo!
i got a big problem now.
Momentum 2008 is coming!
and.
i dunoe what to wear for the day!

gosh.
i realie need some fashion tips larhs.
haha.
anybody can offer me one?
ahhax.

2008-05-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

[HIM]

dats it!
i wont even CONTACT you.
dun say at the moment.
if you wan me to do dat at all.
i will!

thanks larhs gurlfren.
u make me realise how wrong i've done to you.
thank you very muchs.
realie, i appreciate it alot.
raaagh.

2008-05-22T06:13:00.004+08:00

[HIM]

what a night at moscow.
what an entertainment put up at moscow.
one of the best nights that United had.
but Chelsea too deserved credits.
and the winner had to be decided through penalty shoot-out.

Manchester United, CHAMPIONS of europe!

what a season for them.
great signings came first at the pre-season.
the likes of hargreaves, nani, anderson as well as tevez.
they bonded with the team very quickly.
and gel-ed up together to form one formidable force.

they started off defending the title by two draws and a loss.
they were at the relegation place after just 4-5 games.
and what can i say now.
they are the,

CHAMPIONS of england!

okay a quick reference of the match.

Man Utd 1-1 Chelsea
ronaldo 26th-lampard45th

Penalty shoot-out ;

Man Utd 6-5 Chelsea
tevez-ballack,
carrick-kalou,
hargreaves-lampard,
nani-a.cole,
anderson-belletti
giggs
[ronaldo miss]-[terry, anelka miss]

what a great night.
but sumthing wich is not so great happened earlier on.
its about dear darl.
she got an email which wasn't a pleasant one.
and i'm also very worried about her condition now.

she's on soo much pressure.
and i realie do hope she can handle it.
or else there'll be a breakdown.
i certainly do not want her to be in that state.
cause i simply cared for her.

i noe i've not been spending time solving your problems.
but i just want you to noe that i cared for you.
and i want to be there for you as well.
i noe i've no excuse about last night.
i'm realie-realie sorry dear darl.

i want you to noe.
i'll pull you up again like i always did.
we'll survive the scare we had for sure.
cause i have a believe in you.
and i do not see why you don't. (:

cheer up aite sayang.
even though the pressure is unbearable.
just take one day at a time.
and don't ever think of negative things.
which is about to happen.

i love you Nur Farlyana Bt Johari.
i hope you noe dat.
(:

2008-05-19T18:30:00.007+08:00

[HER]

we managed to solve everything.
we are ok once again
im glad dat we managed to solve e prob all by ourselves.

yes
i changed our blog link
coz im very pissed off with whoever dat tagged Nad's blog
it is so childish of that person to use 'sumone' as a name
and worst still,
insult my boyfriend.

who are u to judge whether my bf changed or not.
i met him almost everyday
and we've been togeda for almost a yr
i am a better judge.

im so vexed with the person dat i tagged Nad's blog
saying dat i'll make sure dat Izzat no longer disturb Nad ever again
so dat he's hapie
thus,the change of our blog link(:

nw i hope no one mess with bf or our r/s.

moving on!

i've watched dis movie!
heehaw!
it was so touching dat i cried for 4528783139 times!
hee

i searched in youtube for the trailer
bt end up getting to watch e real tink
and e best part is,
i found e website dat showed e whole movie!
best kn best kn?!

i still save e link under my favourites
so if anyone wants to watch
just tag!
save duit la kn!(:

alrite den
i better get goin
toodles!
ISLY BUCUK!
mmmmmmuahhhh!:D

p/s: i swear i wont let u off.

2008-05-17T21:16:00.005+08:00

[HIM]

this is it guys.

the moment we've been waiting for.

the moment we've been practicing for.

its now or never.

NationalStreetSoccerLeague 2008.

yup-yup.

the dates' 18'may'2008.

the days' survival sunday.

the places' macpherson community centre.

its soo damn far!

i dunoe larhs why we're despatched there.

like its soo weird larh seh.

i think we sent the reg. form late larhs.

thats why we're at this isolated place.

haha!

but watever it is.

we have a mission of our own.

a mission that we had right after NSSL 2007.

to get something out of nothing in street-soccer.

we're coming all-prepared aite!

yeay-yeay!

the three makciks will come tomolo!

makcik aka kak zurah, makcik qirin.

and last but not least larhs.

makcik lily ku sayang!

pssst.

spot this guy at macpherson tomolo.

2008-05-13T22:16:00.004+08:00

[HIM]

heylo!

okay straight to the point bebeh.

guess what?

we're 11mths old already larhs!

yippee!

and this post will only be dedicated to the person.

whom i'll never stop loving each day.

and is non other that.

ahh you noe who.

NurFarlyana! (:

okay i'll tell you all.

how we celebrated our 11mths together.

its a good thing realie.

the day falls on a saturday.

cause we had the whole day for ourselves.

went to accompany her for Rock & Roll practice.

it was noon and it was sure scorching!

reached lavender 12pm and she started at 1250pm.

she keeps on improving.

good job larhs darling!

it finished at about 245pm.

so we went to eat at beach road after that.

with non other than the rest of the R&R performers!

and one of her dancemate, Xiao Bai.

does look like Mark Lee larhs at first look!

then we went our separate ways.

they all went vivo i think.

but me and 'makcik!' headed to bugis.

went to look for some clothings larh uh.

for the Momentum 2008 at Republic Poly.

for those of you who're interested to buy the tickets.

its never too late!

just contact me by tagging my blog.

each tickets cost $10.

but i can tell you the performance that will be put up is worth it.

there's different2 kind of dance.

like salsa, rock and roll, etc.

plus from different2 kind of schools.

SMU, Greenridge Sec, as well as Ngee Ann Poly.
it will surely be a fun and exciting concert larhs!

actually we're planning to watch our long awaited Iron Man!

but too bad everything doesnt seem to side us.

my pay's been postponed till today.

therefore we just haf to forget about it larhs.

cause we'll be cashless if we decided to catch the movie.

and she was supposed to visit her grandparents' house.

since the day was also the eve of Mother's Day.

but cause of last minute cancel.

she's going with me to rulang!

i lioke!

had the last training session that day.

before tournament starts this sunday.

yerp2 its NSSL.

oh gosh i hoped we realie go far in the competition.

we can do it larhs!

okay school has been messy for me.

a lot of side tracks, and a lot of catching up to do.

can i do it and haf da confidence to carry on?

with sepaktakraw, soccer, futsal in mind?

pls help me Allah. (:

okays here's some shoutout to dear 'makcik!'

11mths never seemed easy.

but we made it look so.

being side by side together never seemed easy.

but we sure made it look so.

all the things that you've sacrificed for me.

and all the things that i've sacrificed for you.

never be washed away to the drain.

cause there's a certainly such thing as true love.

thanks sayang.

it's been a long journey eversince the first day.

but it's never meant to stop just yet.

cause i certainly can't get enough of you!

Happy-Happy, 11mthsary sayang!

2008-05-07T05:15:00.006+08:00

[HIM]
heylo peeps!

okays i think i owe a continuation.

for the MCC Camp 08.

ahhax.

here it goes.

i came to skool late.

at about 11pm i'd say.

cos i'm from soccer at rulang pri, lakeside.

so yah.

get to join the nightwalk late larhs.

their nightwalk is dat.

they walk around the skool.

and haf to pass certain checkpoints.

and do the activities there.

and most activities were scary ones.

i joined the nightwalk at the block 50 part.

where they haf to sit alone along the dark corridor.

for about 15mins i think.

but there's lyke 6 facilitators stationed at each level.

and i was stationed at level 5 of the block.

the first batch we took.

a girl and two boys.

the girl was scared and didnt want to take off her blindfold.

the second batch dat we took.

was quite okay larhs.

i didnt experience any scary feelings while at the level 5.

but many of my frens wich were stationed at level 6.

came out wif many feelings and scary experiences.

and so most of the facilitators were trying to be brave.

and go explore level 6 in a large group.

hilmi said he heard monster breath at the staircase.

and i cudnt remember who.

he had his arms touched and held back.

and fathu says he cud see an extra person along the dark corridor.

very scary larhs seh.

after dat lights off.

wich is about 4am!

soo late sia and yet very hungry larhs.

so some of them went to al-ameen to eat.

but i was too tired and just ask them to buy for me.

den wake up at about 7am.

bathe all dat and had nothing to do larhs.

some of us play carrom while others watch videos.

and at about 12pm we're stuck wif a decision.

whether to go or not wif MCC freshies to west coast park.

i didnt go cos i was lyke very tired and only got 2 hours of rest.

faris too but only cos of him having sepaktakraw match outside.

reached home at 2pm.

went on to take a nap right till 630pm larhs.

fuuh syioks!

the next day, the first day of the week larhs.

so i was feeling shaggy.

and i was just so looking forward to football training.

no no, not futsal training.

haha!

the training kills larh!

the physical part i cudnt take it.

it was lyke killing us larhs and till right now.

i can feel the tiredness of my body.

as the result of the training on monday.

so i skipped first lesson of my IS.

i was just too tired larhs to wake up on time.

as a result i woke up at 950am when the lesson's at 10am!

so i continue my sleep right till darl called me.

wich was lyke about 1130am.

i dunoe why my body is feeling lethargic nowadays.

is it dat i didnt haf sufficient rest?

or i pushed myself too far?

i mean i'm involved in almost everything seh.

skool wif 7 modules, futsal, sepaktakraw and football.

and dear darl.

i apologise beforehand.

if i cant spend tym wif u on da net.

and haf a decent chat through out.

i cant help it, my body cant take it.

but one things for sure.

i wudnt want to postpone our movie date.

as well as our 11mths celebration!

gees i cant wait and its lyke.

gonna happen in 2 days time!!

remember, one anniversary okay? X)

2008-05-04T20:32:00.005+08:00

[HIM]

first of all.

UNITED took a giant step.

towards premier league success!

its not west ham united, but Manchester United!

haha.

and bcos of Cristiano Ronaldo (CR7).

who not only help man utd right from the beginning of the season.

but also moves him a step closer to winning the golden boot award.

imagine for a winger with already 40goals in the bag.

and still have another 2 major match to be played.

i can see already.

Manchester United lifting the title.

for the second consecutive times.

and Chelsea's going to their knees!

hail the champion United.

okays you all.

here are the pics.

and i do think Nani's headbutt unneccesary.

but who cares!

wahuahua!

Ronaldo celebrating his goal against West Ham

with J.S. Park and Carrick.

Luis Nani giving Neill a lil headbutt which was

played-acted well-ly by the bugger!

Ronaldo celebrating Carrick's goal the Salsa way!

okays done.

let me tell you guys wat happened.

from last wednesday right till now.

but dun fall aslip hor!

haha.

wednesday class was booring.

but not Design class!

gereks and best larhs.

cos all you need to do basically is.

to draw your way to pass the module!

me and my classmates draw 2-point perspective.

of an oven toaster.

and after that.

learnt some techniques of good colour combination.

as well as making an image look real in your drawing.

den FYP, fcuk.

sit down and laze around.

haha!

cos my group still haven haf the finalise idea.

of making our project.

yah i noe.

we got to present our projects next week!

infront of all of the panels.

and how are we going to do just dat.

when we ourselves have no idea how its gonna be?!

gotta start thinking and do some researching.

bcos FYP have a higher credits than any other module.

so, if you score well or lets say a B for your FYP.

you can simply get 2.5 and above for your GPA.

or even 3.0?

den went to second soccer trial.

get selected!

gosh its been awhile larhs since it last happens.

being selected out of the crowd.

i guess i have another shot at football larhs eh.

thursday was err, okay larhs.

went to Lavender to accompany dear darl.

for her Rock & Roll practice session.

at the Louis and Catherine Dance Studio.

quite a walk from Lavender MRT station.

went off at 0700hours.

reached Lavender approx. at 0850hours.

den i guess her instructor got da message wrong.

and there it goes.

her dance session started late at 1045hours.

it ended late at 1345hours.

but it doesnt end there.

one of her fren was ubber late!

and so it ends at about 1500hours.

and i haf a feeling Iron Man's gonna wait. :(

friday was a short day!

started skool at 9am.

and went off at 3pm.

watched Wrong Turn at skool library.

the movie was soo violent!

den went takraw.

everythings fine.

except for aiman's injured leg.

we assisted him from the sports hall.

till the skool bstop for him to fetch a taxi home.

saturday, went to MCC camp 08.

gosh, a lot larh seh gurls!

it was eye-feasting seh for us takraw boys.

haha!

dun get angry tau U. Xp

okays for more of the updates.

wait till for the next post yaw!

haha!

and remember to watch Chelsea and Newcastle game.

i haf a feeling Newcastle can nick a win larhs!

(chelsea's going down!)

2008-05-04T16:11:00.001+08:00

[HER]

Republic Polytechnic

presents

Momentum 2008

Republic Polytechnic's 1st Dance Festival

Wednesday, 28 May'08, 8pm

and

Thursday, 29 May'08, 8pm

Republic Polytechnic

The Republic Cultural Centre-Theatre

Tickets sold at $10 each

No Free Seating

External Dance Groups involved:

Ngee Ann Poly

Temasek Poly

SMU

Greenridge Sec. Sch.

Tanglin Sec. Sch.

and many more...

if u guys are interested,

do tag or inform me dat u wanna buy the tickets.

DO SUPPORT US!((:

2008-04-30T04:45:00.007+08:00

[HIM]

heylo peeps!

i'm soo hapie larhs.

you wanna noe y?

i'll tell you y.

bt only at the end of da post.

so, wait larhs ehk.

wahuahua!

first and foremost.

i'll like to send my apologies to dis gurl.

named Nur Farlyana.

i certainly do owe her dat.

haiz.

sorie, for the times when i let you down.

sorie, for the times i didnt make you smile.

sorie, for the times i've disappoint you.

sorie, for the times i didnt show good example.

and sorie, for the times i made you cry.

because of me, everything you had in life goes haywire.

your frens got away from you.

you became the victim of scoldings and sarcasms from parents.

you tend to have little interest in your studies.

and its all plainly because of me.

i'm responsible for the conflicts you have with frens.

i'm responsible for the scoldings you got from your parents.

i'm responsible for your lack of interest in your studies.

and everything arounds you changed for the worst.

when i'm around.

it saddens me.

to think dat i can bring joy to your life.

when i'm actually bringing everything you had, down.

and i've made lots and lots of empty promises.

with each of them causing you your dearly tears.

bt i wont quit.

i noe there's always a light at the end of every tunnel.

sooner or later it'll come.

and when the lights come.

i want to be responsible for dat. (:

and there's this fren of mine.

whom she realie needs help.

she's on da verge of losing someone so dear.

someone dat's always been protecting her.

someone dat i respect as well.

please pray for her's recovery.

i dont want her to lose him right now.

when she realie needs him the most.

pls god, help your faithful servant recovers to lead the family.

amin. (:

and to my new frens in ngee ann.

i noe i've been missing skool quite a no. of times.

i just need you all to understand me.

for i am having a very difficult and challenging time of my life.

i hope you guys do.

i'll promised to work efficiently hard.

and graduate with you guys.

to be holding dat diploma in my hand.

and make all of them include my parents.

proud of their's and not regreting a little bit.

okay naw.

for the fun you all've been waiting for.

Deco clears the ball as only as far as Scholes.

Scholes pushes the ball forward.

he took aim before releasing a fierce shot.

gooooooooooooooooal!

its in the back of the net at the top right hand corner!

and the scores read.

ManchesterUnited 1 FCBarcelona 0

scholes15th

haha!

United's going to moscow!

the question is.
who's it gonna be the opponent at the finals.

free scoring Liverpool? or big spending Chelsea?

what, you all want my pick?

Liverpool sounds fun!

haha!

more pics of United's win at Old Trafford.

in the next post.

till then.

we are the champions~, my fren!

(united book their place in moscow! , and it goes down to scholes wonder strike.)

2008-04-24T18:45:00.004+08:00

[HIM]

heylo!
before anything btws.
tanx sayang for not making da blog dusty.
sayang kamu larhs, giler!
hurhur~

okays.
let me update wat have been happening since monday!
gosh.
dat was lyke four days ago larh seh!
nvm2.

monday didnt went skool.
cos wasnt getting betta after a fever on friday.
so decided to mit darl.
cos she's not going to skool also.
so we had a mini outing.

went to library at bpp.
till we met a book at a malay shelves.
it says, nama-nama islam.
its islamic names book plus their meanings.
and we tot, dats cool!

we take a look at those names.
who noes some might as well suits our child's?
haha!
so many cute2 names larh.
gosh naw we're excited about building a proper family and haf childrens!

yup-yup.
i just cant wait too larhs.
imagine your very first child borned right before your eyes.
you'll become a better and changed person larhs.
gosh, i cant wait to hear my boy calling me daddy!

okay enough craps.
haha.
dat's like gonna happen in erm lets see.
six-seven years!?
wahuahua.

okay den accompany her to dance, wait for her.
den went home together.
tuesday is my first lesson dat i didnt noe my classmates yet.
bcos i was absent da week before.
and i hate making new frens, tedious task.

the first lesson, quite okay bcos i got some frens here and there.
and the module's requirement for a pass is acceptable.
bt not da second lesson.
i totally felt lost larhs.
talking about stereotypes and prejudices.

luckily my team have to present in week 5.
while some other groups have to present in the earlier weeks.
at least i got to noe wat to do and my job scope.
gosh tank god.
your my saviour larhs.

darls was waiting for me in the library.
dats why i rushed here and there after i'd finish my lesson.
we headed to vivocity right after we ate at NP's canteen.
we're not planning to watch movies.
we just thought of chilling by the sea.

den we saw sumthing dat obviously caught our eyes.
'the forbidden kingdom' at 5pm.
we didnt think twice larh seh.
we just go to the ticket counter and get seated in the cinema.
i tell you, the show was 4.5/5 larhs seh!

bcos its da first tym i saw da two combinations.
of jet li and jackie chan in one movie.
and my favourite quote in da movie.
two tiger cannot be roaming on the same mountain.
two master cannot be teaching the same student!

okay wednesday was okay.
went to skool at 7.55am.
reaching our official FYP lab at 8.35am.
had fun 'researching'larhs.
wahuahua!

instead of doing our research when supervisors not around.
we sat in a circle.
and started sharing ghost stories!
sort of call it class bonding sessions larh.
since most of them, i just gotta noe dis new sem.

after dat, went to sports hall.
i brought boots and attires for football.
was ready for football trial for school team even before the time.
me, usamah and zul were just eager to kick balls!
we didnt get kicked out after two frenly.

instead of selecting the best players.
the coach use a different method that never been used before.
he eliminates those he think cannot play or not quite suits his style.
i was happy when he told those not kicked out to come back next week.
but i was like searching highs and lows for usamah.

he was nowhere to be seen.
i think he's disappointed bcos of being kicked out.
though i feel it was harsh larh.
he has the body of a footballer.
and he excels more than me during his secondary schools.

den went on to join takraw training at about 730pm.
right till 9pm.
after den went to ate at al-ameen and reached home at 1130pm.
didnt bother to switch on the lappy, too tired i guess.
but spoke to darl on the phone right till 1230am.

woke up at 230am to watch man utd barca game.
only to be disappointed by 0-0 the draw game.
ronaldo left his goal-scoring boots at his mansion at england i guess.
haha!
if not, he wudnt have missed the disastrous penalty.

okay i'm done.
wat a long post.
but trust me, dis wont be the last till another post is posted.
i'll try to update on a regular basis larh uh.
tata~!

2008-04-23T21:10:00.001+08:00

[HER]

ok.
i'll post abt wat had happened e past few days, or maybe wks.
hee.

well
he was busy as usual
either with takraw, soccer, skool or sum other stuffs.
im also bz
but atleast i spare a tot for our blog
and writting down a post
coz its gonna turn dusty anytime soon.
hee.
see Amir, ur gf is so considerate
chey!

let me see.
of coz i gt lots of pics to upload
hehe
but i tink one or two wld b enuf la uh.
coz most of e pics will either have my face, his or ours.
hehe
no unfamiliar faces ard.

alrite
on e 12 of April,
we went to IMM just for a short while
coz he nds to buy spray paints for his booth
so we had a mini outing as he nd to reach hm early
we get to sit down togeda for awhile to eat jelly!
nice tau!
ders a wide range of flavours.
but we bought 4 types onli
chocolate, lychee, grape and mango.

very nice and cheap too!

he cldnt resist e jelly,so he simply ate w/o even looking at e camera

sblm mkn kene ambik bau dulu.HAHA!i look like a retard in dis pic!xD

k2.nw den can eat.i look much better nw..hehe

done with e outing
so on e 15 of April,
we both decided to skip skool
without having anytink in mind,
we took 161 n decided to go bedok
or izit hougang?
err i cant rmb
but i noe we did go either one of dem
haha.

den we gt e shock of our live

saw dat?
we gt no idea hw on earth e car gt inside e interchange
HAHA!
i tink e driver gt lost or sumtink.
hee
so i decided to try our luck to post dis inside The New Paper
who noes we might get lucky n win a prize!
hehe
MCM PHM ehk.
ahahx.

our nxt outing was to Rulang.
i also brought my bros along.
and dey play mcm pro lah!
serious!
HAHA.

k2
pictures.

ok.its a basic protocol for us wen going out,we have to take pics b4 goin..

..when starting the game..

..during the game..

he play mcm pro lah!:D

..and after the game!((:

HAHA!
nt bad rite he plays soccer?
my jaw nearly dropped
when he suddenly seen lying on e floor
mourning in pain
alamak,
my heart also pain la kn.
but he managed to stand up,thank god!
so he played e keeper instead to play safe(:

alrite
move on
on e 22nd of April
i decided to skip skool
coz im nt in e mood at all
coz my mind was everywhere
; thinking abt different probs dat im facing

so i waited for him at NP library till he finished his class.
den after dat we headed down to Vivo
we decided to watch The Forbidden Kingdom
by Jet Li and Jackie Chan
the movie was superb
esp Jackie Chan
he's e best actor n comedian as well

and so after dat,
we went to sit somewhere outside
near a restaurant
chilled n took pictures as well
hehe

so here dey are!

presenting..*drum rolls*..the MAT NERD!

and who is MAT NERD w/o e MINAH NERD?*giggles*

i love dis pic, but i love him more!*chuckles*

he very mentel, but i love him still!heehee(:

awww..pretty kn?ahahx.

and so
we went to Seah Im and ate
coz he's afraid dat by e time he reached hm,
ders no more food left for him
and as a gd gf,
i accompanied him!
i also fed him,ok!
haha
but he did feed me
only dat i did a better job den him
muahaha!

shoutout to myBUCUK!

congrats awak!
i noe u can do it!
ur a talented soccer player alrite.
dat explains y ur chosen.
im so proud of u.
just wanna tell u
to keep ur hopes high
and LIVE THE DREAM!
u can do it!
believe in urself aite(:

i tink i better get goin
i take back my words abt posting 1 or 2 pics
muahaha!
toodles everyone!
sayang u all lah!((:
andand
one more thing
i wanna tell this person that...

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!:D

2008-04-11T23:03:00.006+08:00

[HER]

Happy Belated 10mthsary to us!(:

boy am i glad we've reached dis far.
i hope wif patience n endurance
our r/s cld last even till eternity.
chey!mcm phm je aku nie.

anyhoots,
he fetched me frm skool after dance ytd
and he enlightened me wif cheese fries plus O.R fillet burger!
mcm tau ajer org nga kebuluran.
hehe

nw u noe y i love him so much.
no-no
it's nt becoz he bought for me e cheese fries.
but somehow we have this telepathy goin on
like he knows what i want
weird ain't it?hee
i tink dats wat made us last till nw(:

so we went to sit somewhere near since im so hungry
ahahx!
we sat and of coz after eating we camwhored lah!
our 10mthsary oit.
teehee
so here's some of e pic we took.

we wore orange!teehee~

nk step kiyut tk menjadi!ahahx(esp HIM)

n he also came out wif a surprise gift for me
it was sumtink simple yet i felt so touched
he told me to open it up at home
but who cares!
i opened it up and voila!

A Card & Love Letter la seh!

it was so cute
our last written love letter was on our 2mthsary
i felt bad dat i gt him nutin
coz we usuali didnt exchange gifts
but somehow he did on e 10mthsary
ape da~
hee
i appreciate it alot darling!

it was so sweet
dat i tried to hold back my tears
ahahx
and i love the content in the letter
it was hilarious!

soon after dat
we went to cosway
to have some light dinner
we shared a plate of fried kway teow & a cup of bandung
e kway teow is a must-try.
it was my first tym eating it though
ahahx

and so we went home rite after dat
it was quite a boring day to spent our mthsary
but cant help it
i've started schooling
n his is two days away!
dag-dup-dag-dup jantung si amir tu!
ahahx

but i have to admit
it was e sweetest mthsary dat i've had so far
Thanks Amir for everything
ur love for me was priceless
and my love for u will never fade
i love u more than i love myself tau!
heehee

p/s: stay in my heart and pay no rent(:

2008-04-06T11:02:00.012+08:00

[HIM]

heylo ppl.
haha!
today's sunday!
and i'm not working!
hehex.

wat a great outing wif dear darl yest.
as you all noe.
we went ESCAPE larhs!
ahhax.
even thou its only lyke 3 hours there.

its surely shioks larh!
al-maklum larh.
first tym there doks!
afta so many years da place open.
dats me, mr outdated.

we reached pasir ris at 1320hrs.
but it was raining slightly larhs.
so we decided to wait.
and wait.

and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.

and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.

and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.

but da rain didnt stop.
and it was lyke 1420hrs sia.
den there's sunshine.
so we rushed ourselves to da destination.
and managed to reached da ticketing counter at 1430hrs.

waaaaah~
dat was my first impression.
ahhax.
even darl's annoyed by my reactions.
so funnie larhs we both.

we went in, go yakult kite flyer.
i'm a superman!
darl's a superwoman!
up up and away!
so shioks larh.

den, we headed to, rainbow!
ahhax.
heart-dropping larhs seh.
but trust me, i'm enjoying it.
while dear darl was SCARED! Xp

afta dat, we headed to da terrifying ride of all.
non other than the inverter!
we're totaly upside down most of da tym!
bt it was fast larhs.
so, i dun feel any chilling feeling!

afta dat, darl wanted da family coaster.
so off we went there, in a blaze!
it was a fun but short ride.
but it certainly make darl shouted sumthing.
ibu!!

we headed to da pirate ship next.
i wanted da very end seat larhs.
but darl insist on taking da 3rd end.
so, i haf no choice larhs.
but it was sure one hell of a swing!

and den we waited for so long at da go-kart.
and we opt for da double one.
since da single one, da Q is damn long!
and we took some shots during da wait.
it almost took us 30mins dok!

and darl decided dat i drove!
cos she dun haf da confidence.
so i take da challenge larhs!
gosh, i did a great job!
even darl's proud of my racing skills! Xp

afta dis one.
we went on to take everything dat we took, again.
except for viking.
cos we do run out of tyme.
ahhax.

da yakult kite flyer.
da rainbow.
da inverter.
as well as da family coaster.
ahhax.

too bad for me, da revolution is under repair.
and, darl dun wanna try da flipper.
as well as da haunted house.
cos she say, its not fun.
haha!

so we left da park at 1735hrs.
headed to KFC at Wild Wild Wet.
bought some burgers and fries.
and we again, rushed ourselves back to pasir ris mrt.
but before dat, went to take pics!

but i'll show you da pic at da end of dis loooong post.
haha!
cos we still gotta long way to go!
so for those who are not physically fit.
i suggest you shud stop here! Xp

took da train and alight at da other end of s'pore.
wich is lakeside larhs.
went to da court beside rulang pri to play soccer.
and guess wat, we're da only team available there.
how great is dat!

we enjoyed ourselves.
even darl's hapie there.
i scored lyke 5-6 goals if i'm not wrong.
if dis goes on foreva.
who noes wat might happen during NSSL.

den went off, reached bkt pjg at abt 2220hrs.
sent her home.
gave her a surprise.
and she appreciates my surprise.
and conclusion, we're not done wif our coming 10mthsary. X)

okay ppl.
da special pics!
wait till our next post.
wich is of cos.
skool reopens!

L is for Lyana.

A is for Amir.

L , A , is for LyanAmir!

2008-03-31T11:21:00.002+08:00

[HIM]

halu halu haluuu~
ahhax.
guess wat??
two more weeks to go before skool reopens!
sheesh.

not fun larhs seh.
not as free as during hols.
cannot slip late.
cannot wake up late.
cos da new sem's timetable sux!

you all imagine larhs.
monday, wednesday as well as thursday.
class starts at 8am and ends at 5pm.
and guess wat again??
there's only 1 hour break!!

sian larhs.
lucky tuesday 10am till 3pm.
go home can relax.
friday 9am till 3pm.
fuuh!

okay let me share wif you all.
saturday, didnt go anywhere in da morning and afternoon.
dat futsal president soo lazy.
ppl ask him to play soccer he dun wan.
wahuahua!

darl's got a engagement ceremony.
both her cuzzins are getting engaged.
cool larhs.
get engaged togeda2.
haha!

in da evening play soccer at rulang.
i played well but didnt manage to score.
but after 9pm plus den got da scoring touch larhs!
in da end i bagged 5 goals.
muahahaha!

in da process, got my ankle injured.
not so serious lucky.
but i didnt went to work just in case sumthing happen ker.
meet dear darl at about 1pm and of we went to bras basah.
along wif her sis and the bf wif car.

bought 10 pcs of black paper a1 size i tink.
den we headed to beach road for our dinner.
at first lost our way a bit larhs uh.
but after walking, i noe wich way larhs.
ahahax!

darl ordered kebab j-lo larhs!
while i just ate nasik goreng ikan bilis.
after dat, we're so fulled.
dat i dun feel lyke walking larhs.
but i just accompany darl.

we end up at da esplanade.
where there's a gig over there.
we didnt noe there's a gig.
so who cares, we just join along.
haha!

dats where darl meet alot of her sec skool frens.
and i mean alot!
they all are a bunch of happy guys and gurls larh.
laughing all da way at everything we saw.
coolness~

den we took some pictures at da rooftop.
'jakon' larhs katekn.
haha!
it turns out nice larhs.
tanx to my photographic skills.
Xp

enjoy and, tata~

2008-03-26T21:38:00.004+08:00

[HIM]

hey ya!
been a while neva blog larhs.
as u all noe.
i'm a BZ man!
wahuahua!

okay.
last monday got takraw tournament.
first game, SP.
suar nyer SP, ahhax.
they beat us 3-0.

i wasn't playing.
bt felt hard-doned too by my mates.
they're lucky we weren't at our best.
wait till we meet HDB.
den they'll noe our standards!

tuesday, went out wif dear darl.
went to buy her leggings.
did i spell da word rite dear?
haha! i dunoe.
n we bought 2 nice ones.

bt before we go into da shopping part.
we sure wudn't miss our doughnuts!
esp da ones from e-donuts.
yummy larhs!
our all tym favorite, rainbow!

den we went to vivo to relax.
it's very cooling larhs there.
until my leg hair all sedia position.
haha!
bt shiok larhs.

wednesday, wich is just now.
haf a frenly match against queenswayans.
bt before dat me n dear darl meet first.
n spent quality tyms togeda.
i lioke!

lost 3-0 to them, wtf.
i hate our takraw team rite naw.
everything's cock-up.
i didnt play full.
its so sick larhs how da team's shuffled.

i mean, i didnt get to play wif them during training.
den suddenly their regu for da frenly.
haha!
n i guess everyone noes da end result wud be.
hancur! rabak! terok! parah! pecah!!

okay wats for thurday?
sent darl to dance practice.
den in da evening went to work.
very boring sia!
wat to do, gotta earn extra bucks.

till then.
before i end.
a picture taken by us on tueday.
a sweet one perhaps.
hehe. X)

2008-03-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

[HER]

i tink this wk is e onli wk dat we've met for more than twice?
haha.
thank god my parents are working in e morning.
so,i gt to mit him
n compensate him e tyms dat we missed out.
we definitely had lots of fun of coz.

frm eating LJS,doughnuts,pretzels.
fuhh..
its reali fulfilling.

&& the outing dat i love most is when
we went out to eat donuts den shopping!
yikes!

Thanks Amir coz u bought for me e shirt.
n its nt an ordinary shirt
we both gt e same shirt & color bt diff design
it reali means alot to me,though.

and the tiring part of e outing is wen
we had to walk frm ps to peninsula.
dis was Amir's idea.
n i tink its quite ok
coz if we were to take bus,
its only 3 stops away.
waste of bus fare onli.

bt den we overshot abit
bt we managed to find penin, no doubt.
ahahx.

cant wait for our bowling session,
cycling session
& overdue escape outing togeda!
hehe.
we had been postponing e escape outing since god-knows-when
haha.

hope we gt to go someday la huh.
hee.

before dat,
here are the pics!

mkn tk jemput!

finger lickin' good!(:

die pon nk ikot pose kite nmpk!heehee

die kate aku mkn donut tk igt org..chet!

e way thru a guy's heart,is thru his stomach!see,he's smiling nw!

im a happy goober!(:

i nk donut ni lagi Amir!bole??!

alrite den.
i better get goin.
toodles sweeties.
mmmmmuah!!((:

2008-03-17T21:35:00.005+08:00

[HIM]

hey!
i'm in a gd mood larhs!
bt there's a thing dat spoils my mood.
u wanna noe wats dat?

its my eyes!
aaaargh!
its getting on my nerves larhs.
haha!
my left eyes so da 'bengkak'.
u noe swollen?
damn it larhs!

cannot go work.
bt2!
can mit and spend tym wif my sayang.
i lioke larhs!
bt i scared if i keep finding replacements.
duty sups will tink dat i'm 'buih' kind of person.
u noe bubble?
sheeeesh!

okay sunday was as usual.
work service host den its raining.
its super cool larhs!
cos no nid to walk2 here walk2 there.
haha!

den da day was over.
went home, went online while watching soccer.
man city versus spurs.
i wan spurs to win.
bt 2nd half they slacked and surrender their lead.

sumthing terrible happened at dat point of tym.
wich nids no further explaination to be followed wif.
cos its sumthing personal larhs.
hehe.

monday morning.
was more lyke monday moaning.
my eyes hurts big tym larhs.
my vision is being covered abt a quarter.
and its sure heavy and watery!
ahhax.

decided to find replacement.
den go send dear darl to skool.
its been awhile since we both laugh our way.
to bus-stop dat morning.
n i super lyke it!
hehe.

den went back and go back RP.
haha.
i can see darl's abit disappointed.
wen i break da news to her dat i'm going work.
after sending her home.
bt little dat she noes.

dats she's been punk'd!
wahuahua!
i lioke!
ahhax.

so we went on hapie2 eat at ljs at cwp.
we laugh and joke our hearts out.
i super lyke it, again!
haha.

den we headed back to bkt pjg.
and we haf da most special moment of all.
wich i tink, is worth sharing wif u guys.
hehe.

darl complained abit abt her leg.
and how those high heels is painful.
during her dance.
so i put her legs on my thigh.
and i massage her ankles.

dier naek sedap.
haha!
she asked me to go up.
at da end, i massage da whole leg.

bt dis isnt it.
and now to da climax.
after i'm done.
she surprised me larhs.

she give me da sweetest hug in my lyfe.
so tight dat i can see her appreciating it.
it was our special moment.
and came to tink of it.
it was super cute and sweet!

i love you larhs sayang.
you make my day.
bt dats not it.
i'm super glad we're still togeda!

and i'm just waiting for us to turn 1 year.
believe me.
dat wud be cool i promise.
hehe.

tata everyone~

2008-03-15T12:05:00.004+08:00

[HIM]

hey.
wat a beautiful saturday today.
but i woke up only to realise one thing.
it will be a booooring saturday larh seh!
haiz.

okay.
yesterday morning.
went for a jog wif dear darl.
it was more lyke a stretching session.
plus camwhoring!
haha.
nonetheless.
we have a great time togeda!

got back home at abt noon.
only for sumthing to make my heart drop.
yes! exam results!
grr.

now for me da word passed left no impact on me.
everybody can pass.
but can everybody pass wif flying colours?
gosh da answer's a NO.

i'm disappointed wif myself.
worst still.
i've disappoint my parents as well as my darl.
they're da ones dat were hoping i cud score well.
get a decent gpa for da semester.
but i didnt.

darl's was very disappointed i can see dat.
at dat moment i was at lost.
i've done bad.
and to make things worst.
nobody was there to give me support.
morale's down i shud say.

i went prayers and wen back home.
den went out for takraw frenly match.
against chua chu kang secondary.
match started at about 4pm.

everything seems okay till da announcement of regus.
i was damn shocked larhs.
how come ppl who missed training lyke for two weeks get selected?
just because they play da same regu during POLITE games last year?
i was lyke, fcuked up seh.

i noe i've missed one training bcos of working.
dats enuf to make my captain go mad?
i tried to make out for it by finding replacements for work seh.
and now i can say dis.
wat for i did such sacrifices wen i noe i'm not chosen.

and wen they told me to play after da whole 3 regu haf played.
i was lyke, bleaaaaaargh!
fcuk off.
i'm done wif takraw selection over here.
i was just waiting for tym to go off.

i was hit by another disappointment.
i go home, went online for awhile.
den shut it down, go to sleep.
i'm just tired of making sacrifices in life.
wen it all doesnt seemed to pay off.
haiz.

i'm sorie darl.
i've always been ur worst disappoinment in ur life.
if u tink dat u've had enuf of my failures.
for some reasons.
i just tink.
u deserved a betta guy than me.

2008-03-13T14:43:00.001+08:00

[HER]

oh my!
i cant wait to blog abt this
i cant stop smiling
gees~
haha.

alrite2.

firstly bcoz,
today marks e day i first knew Amir
which is 15mths ago.
e day when he started adding me in frenster and bcame frens.
e day wen we chatted with each other
w/o even realising whether its day or nite
org nga syiok bercinta la kn.
mandi tk basah
tidur tk lena
haha!

secondly,
today also marks e day i met e lovebirds!!
yesyes!!
Nad & Al-Fee.
best lah!(:

kn lyana,
nk jumpe sgt.
amek kau ngn matair die skali dpt jumpe
haha!

it was indeed a pleasant surprise.
gosh.
no wonder i gt a feeling
very uneasy feeling like sumtink's gonna happen today.
and im very sure dat today's one of e best day of my life.

oh ya,
i envy Nad so much
coz she's so tall and pretty
haha!
aku ni kn terbantut
huahuahua!
so,wasts ur secret eh Nad?
hehe.

and indeed they're both such sweet couples.
sorie tk dpt tego awk smue.
coz im too lazy to take off my earpiece.
lagi dlm bus
takot tergolek
haha!

thirdly,
i also get to mit my prev schmate
Nani & Sharona.
i wasnt dat close to dem
but just nw,
we even waved to each other as if we've known each other for yrs!
hehe.

in skool we simply smiled to each other
coz frm wat i c
both of dem very quiet.
but just nw
it was damn syiok.
its just like having gt to noe 4 new frens!
I LOIKE!!:D

andand;
i was so excited
dat i quickly msg Amir n told him abt dis!
dats hw kanchiong i am.

and while msg-ing him,
i even smiled my way home
hw silly!
ders sum ppl staring at me
wondering y im smiling to myself
ahahx.
bt hu cares!
my wish has been answered.
hanya Amir sahaja yg tau betapa gembira nye saya!
ahahx!

and till nw,
im still smiling.
i've no idea y my facial muscles doesnt feel cramp at all.

gosh.
i hope we cld have a proper meeting in future!
eeeeee~ best nyer best nyer!!

okok
enough lyana.
da start brgn la pulak aku nie
hoho!

alrite.
till nxt tym sweeties.
toodles.
mmmmmuah!(:

2008-03-12T22:51:00.004+08:00

[HIM]

hey.

yah its me again.

boring rite?

i noe.

wat to do.

before i begin.
i just wanna say,

hapie 9mthsary to us!

for we haf come dis far wif our love.

and we're still going strong.

unlyke any other couples.

who make it a habit to celebrate big tym on their mthsaries.

we choose to just spent precious moments togeda.

and da fact dat darl's dun wanna us to celebrate.

it makes me more proud to haf her.

i remembered some of our celebrations for mthsaries.

its either falls on her dance day.

or it falls on my working day.

things are always dat way.

and sumtyms we're a lil bit busy wif life.

we tend to forget its da special day of da month.

bt nevertheless.
we did spent quality tyms togeda.

we joke.

we laughed.

we enjoyed each other's presence.

and da most imptly of all.

da love for each other grows even stronger.

i remembered those days.

wen i first decided to fetch her from skool.

she use to tell me.

all those mats out there were disturbing her.

wen she was heading back home.

some at da roads.

while others were in da bus.

i decided then.

i'll make her life more easier.

i fetch her at her skool.

weneva i finish skool early.

i just want her to be hapie.

she used to hate skool starting second semester.

she complained of bad classmates.

i understand her.

therefore i make an effort to meet her.

so dat i am da only reason she look forward to meeting after class.

i just want her to be hapie.

i remembered.

i used to tink lowly of myself.

self-esteem was lyke as low as it cud get.

i didnt haf confidence weneva facing da public.

and there she goes.

she does her magic in me.

dat i now go around da public wif a face to show.

she just want me to be hapie.

i used to go to and fro jurong playing soccer alone.

and she noes dat i'll get bored in da journey.

she took da effort to accompany me.

even if she doesnt do dis week in week out.

she wud always take da initiative to do dis.

she just want me to be hapie.

there's alot of things dat i shud go on blogging.

cos there's alot of sacrifices dat we make for each other.

bt one thing's for sure.

we're glad dat we've made it dis far.

i love you, sayang i.

and sorie dat i didnt make dis post a 'wow' one.

i just cudnt find da right words to describe our love.

our r/s is just so extraordinary larhs.

once again.

hapie 9mthsary to us!

mmuahs!

i dun feel good.

2008-03-11T23:12:00.005+08:00

[HIM]

yoohoo ppl.
haha!
guess wat?
i got sumthing to share!
n i'm sure u guys out there will laugh all ur hearts out!
lyke, seriously larh seh!
haha.

okay.
in da afternoon just now spent da tym wif darl.
we went to haf our lunch at long john silver.
and i'm loving da food there!

den we headed to ps.
since we had promise each other to treat ourself.
wif pretzel for our 9mthsary.
ahhax.

it was raining heavily.
and we did enjoy eating pretzels in da rain.
as in cooling, not under da rain larhs!
haha.

den we headed back to our hometown.
bukit panjang of cos!
den here comes da funny part of da post.

tinking dat i'm gonna be late for work.
i rushed myself all da way to sentosa.
and mind you, it was raining.
da floor was lyke bloody wet!
and i nearly fell alot of tyms larhs.
cos i'm wearing basically, slippers!

haha.
once i reached office leady, it was 6:05pm.
and i'm late for 20mins!
i took da punch card but hesitate to punch in first.
instead, i look at da schedule wich was put up at da wall.
to my surprise, i'm not working today.

okay ppl.
laugh all you want!
cos i do tink its funny!
hahahahahahahaha!

2008-03-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

[HER]

yeay!

today,
LyanAmir is officially 9mths old!
and i swear i forgt all abt it.
lucky Amir reminds me.haha.
dats me la.
as blur as ever

so yeah.
we didnt reali celebrate lah
coz both of us bz wif our own tinks.
bt he did take e initiative to find replacement
so dat he cld accompany me to skool
sweet gitu kn?
lols.

but being e blur me
i tot it was just another day
nt until e pt wen he said

blue - HIM
pink - HER

"u nk g mane after ur dance?"
"g mane?balek lah..hehe"
"tknk jln2 dulu?"
"jln2 mane amir?"
"jln2 lah..u tk tau eh nyari ari ape?"
"huh?hari ape?.."
"kite nye 9mths la makcik!!"
"(quickly turned to look at my watch) eh a'ah lah!..hehe..lupe dok!"

see hw slow n lagging i am?
no wonder he called me makcik.
cisdale btol!
hehe
pi slow2 pon nk jugak ngn kite si pakcik tuuu
*giggles*

oh wells~
we did nutin much
planned to go ps n eat pretzels
bt we dun tink ders much time
coz he had his training at 6
so we head down to BP

sometink happened in btwn
which i shall nt elaborate.
and i hope u learnt ur lesson amir
i dun wan it to happen again k.
promise me alrite?..

oh yah.
i wanted to post our pic here
n i hope i can
coz i cant post up any pics in my blog
so im trying my luck here
*prays hard*

YEAY!!
FINALLY!!

pardon me coz i sincerely didnt realise dat it's alr 10th of Mar
but wateva it is
im contented dat i've got u
susa dtg oit org cm u.hehe.

and im glad dat u stick by me
and tolerated wif my all time nonsense everyday
u laughed to my lamest and most ridiculous joke
u lend me ur shlders wen im tired
ur e most precious gift i've ever had

i cld wish for nutin more den to have you.

then again,

HAPPY 9MTHSARY myBUCUK !!(:

2008-03-05T08:22:00.004+08:00

[HIM]

i'm sorie cos i changed..

n i'm realising dat as well..

cos i myself let da change happen..

cos for myself..

i tink i shud go for a change..

i realie wanna put my old self far2 away..

cos for me, i haf nothing good wen i'm my old ownself..

i hate dat kinda life..

n i realie hope i cud change for da betta being..

bt in da end all i do was hurting u..

i didnt mean to hurt u watsoever..

n i firstly tot u cud adapt well wif da changes..

bt i was wrong..

naw i noe da hard way..

dat u love me for who i am..

not for who i try to be..

i guess i made a terrible big mistake..

i'm sorie for all da hurt and misery dat i've caused..

during dis change..

and i hope i will stop changing..

cos i wont do much good in our r/s..

u wanted da old me..

i'll give u my old self..

ahha.. u can be sure of dat..

i'll be just lyke i did for da past one year..

i wanna our love to be special..

and i got a brilliant idea..

i'll just pretend i didnt noe u..

u wanna noe y??

cos only den i'll be exploring our new love!

its lyke pressing the refresh button u noe..

ahha.. may our love blossoms larhs..

insyallah.. X)

one of the first few pics we took togeda.. Xp

2008-02-29T01:31:00.004+08:00

[HER]

ok now i reali gotta blog dis.
i do not want to invite any misunderstanding or watsoever.
it happened once bt i'll nvr let it happen again(:

To Nad & Shah:

i noe i blog abt e copycat thingy in e entry
bt its nt abt ur video
btol tk bedek.
tkkn la kite nk bingit2 over a video.
hehe.

its a free world and ur free to do anytink.
in fact,i tink ur video is sweet too
ahahx

im very shocked wen Shah tagged me.
nw i noe y Nad always said her bf abit slenge
sorie eh Shah.
bt dis tym i had to agree wif her
hehe.
bt its quite cute lah
suddenly u tag and said sorie
ahahx

bt reali
i dun want both of u to tink dat im referring to u
hehe
i've regard u both as my fren
even though we've not met
its impossible for frens to hate frens rite?
so yah.

& in actual fact,its not abt u both la ok.
dun feel terrible abt it
or even apologise wen ur nt at fault
hehe
ok?

so i hope i've cleared the air.
nw i can sleep in peace
weee~

p/s: had a hell of a nite just nw!..gees..i want more of it lah..!Groove Republic,im proud of u!!(=

2008-02-21T01:02:00.001+08:00

[HER]

i dun understand why she enjoys insulting me.

i've been lenient
too lenient i shud say
dat she kept on calling me names

is it FUN insulting ur own flesh and blood by calling dem names?
is it dat difficult to just keep ur bloody mouth shut?

if u enjoy doing this
den i shud say this to u
'u can jolly well take off ur scarf.'
though it may hurt
but i tink e pain dat u've inflicted on me is even stronger

hah!
i may sound harsh
dat i cld even hurt some other parties
bt believe me
dis is only meant for her
and not to anyone else

im sure y'all wanna noe e whole story
n nt wanting me to leave the story hanging
k the story goes like this..

as usual,every tue and wed,i wld go for my religious class wif my cuzzins
so while waiting for our turns
we chit chat abit
coz we've nt met for quite a long time

so being myself
and also my obsession for Taufik
i asked them who's Taufik dream date since i didnt go coz im sick.
one;answered my qn and told me who's the lucky girl
e other ONE;who cldnt keep her mouth shut went on saying
"apesal ly nk tau?bkn ly lah.Taufik mane nk ly?prasan jambu jer.hidung kemek,gigi berselerak.'

i swear i cldnt control my anger
so i turned away
and continued to recite my Holy Quran
to gain some patience

iye
aku tau diri aku sape
cantik?jauh sekali
pi tkya la hina.
ini smue pemberian tuhan
aku redha.

dan,
hanya TUHAN sahaje yg tau perasaanku pade saat itu.
kalau ikotkn hati,
dah aku maki hamun pmpn tu
tapi aku mase ade iman
aku mase bole kawal perasaan aku.

dis is nt e first tym
neither it is e second
havent she had enuf?
after calling me a chimpanzee in public.
nw she insulted me again.

wat wrong have i done dat i received dis kinda treatment frm her?

COUSINS !
i guess dat word doesnt mean anytink to her
nw i wonder
whether all her doings towards me
is it for real ?
hah!
beats me.
coz i've lose trust in her

but because there's a saying dat goes:

'Humans make mistakes.'

i'll sincerely forgive her
as a human being
and also as my cousin.

2008-02-17T00:21:00.015+08:00

[HIM]

heylo everyone!

todays da best saturday i had in 2008 larhs!

ahhax..

wanna noe da reasons y?

let me tell you y..

thursday darl n i didnt haf an outing togeda..

we dun get to celebrate valentines dat day..
so we decided to push da outing to saturday..
so as planned, we went for an outing just naw..

at first we didnt noe where to go..

wat to do for da long awaited outing..
den we tot of going for a movie date..

bt turned da idea down since its saturday..

n saturday supposed to mean $9.50 plus big crowds..

da second idea was to go cycling at east coast..

den again, da crowd make us tink otherwise..

so we were tinking n tinking n tinking..

den suddenly darl remember wat i said to her a few days ago..

"you, you kate nk ajak i gik sentosa..

ader aper2 tu flower show eh..

yang abes till 17 feb.."

den i went lyke..

"eh a'ah eh! haha.."

den there we go..

to sentosa of cos!

bt before dat ask my IC first whether can bring gf to sentosa..

to enjoy free rides and shows at da attractions places there..

since i'm working as an attraction hoster..

den he said can..

i'm a hapie person larhs!

i just wanna make da post valentines celebration a meaningful one to darl..

cos it'll be a new experience for her..

hehex..

right after we alight at imbiah station..

we went straight to the imbiah terrace..

where all da types of flowers filled da walkways..

we took pictures..

and asked ppl to take for us..

dis is da picture of us surrounded by red roses..

haf to say darl's dressing impresses me..

she's so gorgeous larhs..

so sweet..

i lioke larh seh!

den we went to merlion..

n as expected..

we took pics!

den after dat we went to Images of Singapore..

u noe da wax museum abt da history of spore..

dis is where we went crazy taking pics!

bt da best two pics are..

after dat, headed to skytower!

my place larhs seh!

i mean my primary attraction..

pics everyone?

haha!

after dat went to luge!

i'd say once is never enough!

haha..

dats their motto..

den we went SOS-ing!

haha..

Songs of the Sea at da beach station there..

cool stuffs..

darling's impressed..

hurhur~

after dat, skyride to end our day!

haha!

pics pls..

haha..

overall it was a FUN outing larhs!

we both enjoyed ourselves there..

n naw i cant wait for our escape outing..

hurhur~

nytes everybody!

n btws, da best pic of da day..

enjoy!

2008-02-14T20:32:00.002+08:00

[HER]

Happy V'Dae , everyone ! (=

on this very date
most couple definitely had the best tym of their life
having to spend time togeda on dis day
sure is memorable.

nevertheless
me n amir did spent tym togeda
bt it isnt a big hu-ha or sumtink
coz its just like any other day

nonetheless
we spent our first valentines doing our grocery shopping
at sheng siong
sweet rite?
hehs!

its simple yet a unique one for us
im aware dat he's a bit disappointed
coz my mum wldnt let me go out today
bt i tried to make it up to him
and ask him out to accompany me do some shopping

its been awhile since we did some shopping togeda u see
hehe
its better den nutin rite.
atleast we get to c each other
and whisper those sweet words to one another
awww~
ahahx

so i promised him
dat we might be able to go out dis sat
if nutin goes wrong
and pray hard dat mum wld b in tremendously gd mood

bt just nw wen chatting wif amir
i overheard mum's conv wif my bro
she seems to have plans for dis sat
therefore i told amir dis so-not-gd news

he was ~~very~~ a little bit disappointed
yes.
i understood
me too ~~dying~~ wanted very much to go out wif him
but i cant help it

and so
he changed his mood in split sec
he doesnt seem at all happy wen chatting wif me
be it in msn or over the phone
i noe.

bt i dun blame him
its just dat i had no idea on how to perk him up
and make him to be his usual self again
gosh~

im helpless
totally helpless at this pt of time

S.O.S !

2008-02-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

i'm feeling kinda yuck!
i'm exhausted..
body temperature's rising..
my eyes cant even focus on a particular subject..
i'm shivering so badly..
my head's giddy..

i think ;

i'm having a FEVER.

2008-01-29T20:23:00.000+08:00

[HER]

gees~
after 5 long days lying on my bed
nw,im able to walk ard
and even blog!
hw great!
alhamdulillah im quite well nw
a big thank you to anyone
who have prayed for my speedy recovery
((:

aniways,
i dropped by Nadiah's blog
its saddening after reading her entries abt her frens
and how they treat her
i cldnt believe she's being treated dat way
even though i've not met her
nt even once,
i believe she's one great girl

and
i've always wanted to mit her actuali
coz i've onli heard ppl telling me she's sweet,kind n caring
so it makes me more eager to mit her
ever since Izzat told me abt her
i reali hope dat one day
i cld somehw mit her by chance
since she also stayed ard dis area
hehe
i wld also want to hear her voice
coz i've onli chatted wif her
a few tyms
cm tk puas kn?hehe

anyhoots,

Nadiah,i noe ur a strong girl
n i tink everyone knows it too
dun bother about wat ppl do to u alrite
tkmo stress2 ok?
smile always coz u've gt a sweet smile

ok people!
i tink dats abt all
toodles!((:

2008-01-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

heylo peeps! ahhax..

wat a week i had.. full of ups n downs..

bt overall i've enjoyed it..

monday.. had an online test..
scored almost to passing.. didnt spoil my mood..

hee.. cos i scored 6 goals during futsal after da test..

ahhax.. n i lioke it!

tuesday.. have no skool..
spend tym wif dear darl.. did a lil bit of project with usamah..

den go lunch at clementi foodstall..

straight away went home..

wednesday.. skooling at 8am.. got to noe no nid to come..

darn.. shud haf mit darl n sent her to skool..

nvm.. met her rite after skool.. took her from her skool..

den went takraw.. form was like hell.. balls too didnt co-operate..

in da end i was furious at myself..

thursay.. started skooling at 1pm.. woke up at 11am..

n dis day oso all da O' results coming out.. n i pretty well glad..

dat makcik asha did well.. so well dat she decided to open a table..

greatness.. ahha.. didnt mit darl one whole day..

went to futsal bt didnt score.. bt manage to stay in da court for lyke 45 mins..

friday.. started skool at erm.. 1pm oso?? ahhax..

8am got lesson bt not compulsory.. den 10am lesson i never skip before..

in da end i reached skool abt 12.45pm larh.. too tired to wake up early..

computer aided drawing (CAD) was realie sux! i just cant seem to get it rite..

arh fcked up! go out of class early.. n go haf my lunch at 440pm..

afta dat went to library for awhile to catch a movie.. den off i go for takraw training..

dats da best part! tekong dah menjadik larhs! i'm soo hapie..

hopefully i'll get better n not getting worse.. RP, SP ; i'm coming for u guys!!

bt as usual.. wen i'm hapie, there's something dat pulls me back to earth..

i'm worried about dear darl.. she's been sick all day..

how i'd wish i cud help her n be by her side all day.. i dun wanna lose her..

n if i'll do, touchwood.. i wanna be by her side..

n sayang.. i wanna u to hear dis.. dis is wat i felt abt u..

wen ure wif me..

i felt lyke i'm wif an angel..

an angel sent from above..

just to make me hapie..

wen ure wif me..

i forgot all my worries..

cos with one look into ur eyes..

nothing else in dis world is more important..

wen ure wif me..

problems might happened..

we quarelled over n over again sumtyms..

bt we surely do haf da last laugh..

n finally.. pls get well soon darling..

i love u soo much.. n i'm missing u every single tym i breathe.. X)

2008-01-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

yo peeps!
just wanna u all catch dis video..
n i guarantee u its damn cool larhs seh!
ahhax..
there u go..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m89ahcVC73g

enjoy!

n to u ;

ur making all hard for me rite naw..
wats wrong wif u??

2008-01-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

[HER]

Somewhere,
there's someone who dreams of your smile
and finds in your presence
that life is worthwhile.

So,
when you are lonely
remember it's true
; somebody, somewhere is thinking of you

before this i had this tot
; will there be anyone
whose thinking of me each passing day w/o fail?
but i realise now dat this phrase is somewhat true
there will be someone out there
who'll be thinking of u

&& there is such person!
none other than myBUCUK!

at first,
i had a hard time believing him
but after some time
he proved me wrong

then i realised dat he's e one for me
he's e one dat i needed e most
he's e one who's willing to give up everytink on dis earth for me
he's e one who's able to sacrifice himself for me
he's also the one who will do everything and anything for me

but time and again
i hurt his feelings
at some pt
it's unintentional
but at other pts
its intentional

but i didnt mean to hurt him
in fact,i love him more than anything else(exclude Taufik)
other den dat
he's everything for me

sometimes i do wonder
whether am i being a gd gf for him
i noe he said dat i am a gd gf just to please me
but deep within my heart
it tells me dat i didnt do enuf for him yet
though i think dat i've tried my best to be better
it just doesnt seem to be dat way
haiz

didnt noe dat being in a r/s cld be dis tough
but i did not regret choosing to b in a r/s
coz i noe all dis experience
will help me be a better person and more mature in my thinking
on top of all this
i did not regret choosing to be wif Izzat Amir(:

p/s: "..u made me feel living each passing day is a bliss..thank you.."

2008-01-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

[HER]

hello people.
didnt attend skool today
last min having stomach cramps
den followed by diarrhoea
and ders sumtink weird dat happened
but i hope its nt sumtink serious

ytd,
was our 7mthsary

'Happy 7mthsary to US!' :D

yup.
we met rite after our cca finish
spent our time togeda
had a chat wif him
den head home.

i find dat it's pretty fast
nw we're in 2008
our r/s has been goin on for 7 mths
in 2 days time,
i've known him for a yr n a mth
and in 3 mths and 2wks
i'll b in yr 2 n he'll b in yr 3 , hopefully

gees~
it's been 11 days since e new year has started
so wat new year?
i felt dat its nt sumtink to be proud of
its just another year nearing to death.
n it's quite scary
n soon,
him* will b 19
n our r/s will b a yr
n sooooon,
i will b 19 too!
isnt dat fast,people?

how i wished dat we wld never get older
so dat we'll b able to lead a youthful age always
it's fun being a teenager
having friends ard u
having to share stories among ur frens
not having to tink abt how to get money
not having to tink of much responsibilities
not having to tink abt work
gosh..
life is great indeed!

gees~
but dats nt gonna happen
ahahx!

hmm,
okays people!
i'll end here
toodles,yaw!((:

p/s: i wanna b a student,so dat i'll never stop learning.

2008-01-06T12:44:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

heylo ppl..since i got nothing betta to do..since i got alot to share..
i'll blog it all larh seh!..ahhax..

wat a week i've been thru..a pathetic one..even thou skool just started on wed..
got all da 3 common test results back on da first day..fuuh..am i relieved..
bt wait a minute..i've failed all da subjs larh..wat, how can it be?
u can say 2nd jan 08 is my unlucky day in my lyfe..bt i've done nothing to deserve dis..
i've study n prepare well for my common test..even thou i started real revision 1 week before..
i still tink i cud score more than 60 for at least 2 subjs..nvm..take it n work even harder..

thursday went to sent dear darl to outram in da morning..den going skool to do f1..
i lyke da workshop lesson dat day..we got f1 car model no 14!..i hope we'll win da race..
our skool is having f1 challenge..where even secondary schools are competing..ahhax..

den friday is normal..went to school early at 7..finish at 5.. just bcos to complete f1..
tanx to my frens chakapongse n jack..my f1 ish done!..even thou its not perfect..
its hard thou..my model is soo complex..bt as long as it looks 90% similar i'm happie!

last wednesday n friday didnt went takraw..i just dun haf da passion in it..i cant..
n esp wen i failed all my modules in common test..gosh takraw?..realie no tym for it..
i'll be happie to sit out of da tournament on feb..i just wanted to pass my 2nd year..
n get promoted to da next n final year in poly lyfe.. (:

saturday neva fails to spell fun!..realie had soo much fun yesterday..i lioke!
meet dear darling at 830am..we straigtaway went to swimming!..coolness!
we headed to chua chu kang swimming complex..n its our first swimming outing togeda!
da wind kept blowing in our faces wen we're in da water..n we were lyke shivering!
haha..stopped swimming at 1120am..take our baths n headed to KFC for our yummy lunch!
i was lyke craving for cheese fries all dis while..n i'm hapie i got it in da end!..yeay!

den i got soccer 7 a'side tournament at my skool..sydi organise it for his I&E event..
just as we reached np it was lyke very2 hot..den we waited for faizal n fairuz..
just as they came, it started drizzling..omg!..i just hope at dat tym it wud stop..
it didnt..n soon heavy rain pouring down..n make da field all bt wet..
as a result..we lost 2 matches n draw 2..we didnt qualify for da knockout stages..

i got da chance to score wen i come in for abg hilman in da 2nd part of 1st match..
wawan's corner was always heading to me..i was tinking of ronaldo larh seh!
da wigan match last season..just as he came from da bench he went to head n score!
i was about to do dat..bt the ball went a lil bit higher..so i cudnt direct da ball to da goal..
sheesh!..i spoilt my own chances to take my team to went on n qualify..tough luck..

we were all wet n dirty..dat i decided to throw my socks..it went from pure white to brown!
ahha..no hope watsoever of making it white again..so no use..
even there's no qualification afta dat last match we still believe we're da best team..
its just dat da field spoilt our pretty football!..wahuahua!

wanted to catch man utd's fa cup match bt were too tired..so i doze off..
an hour before united's match against aston villa away..n wen i switched on da tv..
wat a gud news!..united have won 2-0..i still have yet to noe da scorer n how they score..
oh well..nvm..atleast i noe united do qualify..
for 4th round for da world's longest cup competition ever held!

2008-01-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

hey..everybody's wrote their new year resolution..haiz
wats mine?..well let me tell you wat i hope for..bt first!
let me do a quick recap of wat haf been happening in 2007..

-2007-

skool was okay during my last term of my first year..
managed to get 2.1 gpa..still acceptable i guess..
i was getting lazier n lazier in each day dat i've spent in poly..

studies beginning to drop!

on 13th april 2007..i first meet dear darl..non other than Nur Farlyana Bte Johari..
we met more often wen we're skooling..beginning, we used to meet at da bustop..
bt later, i fetch her right from her block all da way to da bustop..haha..bt dats not it!
later2, i began to send her all da way to skool!..ahhax..wat can i say more..

for love i'd do anything!

during june hols gotto noe darl has been hitted by chicken pox..
it was pity she cudnt enjoy her hols fully..was at home right from da first day of da 2 weeks..
however, sumthing gud happen..n finally, i did sumthing worth remembering..
i've managed to unlock her heart!..she accepted my 'sound'..hehex..

only god noes how i felt!

each day we began to get closer..we're inseparable..den on we make promises..
promises we wud wanna be fulfilled..n not just empty ones..i dun noe wats hers..
bt i surely noe wats mine..even thou i'm her **th guy..i just wished dat..

i wanna make her my first n my last!

we started on da 10th..actually 13th is da planned..bt hu cares!
da dates dun state anything!..ahha..sumore it was on da day of my nssl tournament..
even thou i celebrated burfday alone..n even thou how i'd wished to celebrate wif darl..
i noe deep inside she also felt dat way..n i'm glad to feel dat way..bcos..

neva haf i been appreciated more from anyone else!

bt i believe..wen u got sumthing new..u haf to let go sumthing old..
Siti Nur Nadiah..da gurl i used to lyke..we were very close once..
i still remember those days..wen we wud msg each nyte w/o fail..
she's such a character..one to be found in a million..bt unfortunately for us..
things doesnt work out right..n i blamed her for every lil mistake..

i just cant forgive myself for treating you dat way!

sumwhere towards da end of the year..darl n me started quarelling..
just over the smallest of things dat anyone cud haf imagine..bt we stayed strong..
we make peace, bt started again soon after it..dis carry on for lyke weeks..
we've got to find da solution..n da best solution is..not to react wen ur angry..
i guess dat helps alot..well, wat can i say..

we're meant for each other n belong togeda!

n right naw..8 more days to our 7mthsary..i'm sooo excited..
its been months we've been togeda..n i hope we cud still go on..
bt!..just haf i tasted love..i'm beginning to drop in my studies..
i guess its my fault..cos i spent too much tym on her..n she shudnt feel guilty..
i cant help it larhs..first tym falling in love makes u excited n forget da world..

my gpa drops n if i'm not careful i may well repeat modules!

dats abt it..n naw, wat do i hope for dis upcoming year 2008?

i realie do wanna get back in track in my studies..gee..how can i make it?
first day of skool i've got all my common test n shud i be surprised?..or did i noe all along?
i failed badly two subj..n failed by just a mark on another subj..

wat a bad start to da new year!

n naw..i've got to get my all my focus n attention back to studies..
n to my dear darl..sorie if i'm gonna spend lil tym on you dis term..
i just want to fulfill my promise..i dun want to see da worst scenario later..
i hope you'll understand.. (:

Happie New Year 2008 everyone!..i'll promise for a better change..

2008-01-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

[HER]

im back home safely!
alhamdulillah(:

thanks Amir
coz u prayed for my safe journey back home
sayang kamu so much la seh!

i swear i missed him alot
yes,ALOT!!!

i didnt get to ctc him
during my 3-days stay there
fulomak!
stress beb
hoho!

rindu2 tros makcik saket la seh
ahahx
kekek2
den my sis said dat im home-sick
dotsssss..
haha!

but im still sick now
even though i've reached home
so im not home-sick okay sis!
hehs!

i reali had fun there
get to learn sumtink new
coz nw i noe
Lembu = female cow
Kerbau = male cow which is also called BULL!!!

i dunno whether its true or not la kn
but my sis's convincing skills were great
so she succeeded in making me believe this
hoho!

if u wanna read more about my trip to Malacca
read my nxt post in my blog aite!
it's already linked der
so all u nd is a CLICK.
den u'll b able to read it

okok
im tired of typing now
so im gonna end here
but b4 dat
wanna wish everyone

A very HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D

till then sweeties
toodles!(:

2007-12-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

haiz..tonight is very different..n i dun lyke it..
darl's gone to melaka for a hol..will only be back on sunday evening..
even then i wont get to mit her till monday..sumore we'll mit only about 30mins..

oh god..pls make me strong..i cant bare being along w/o her..
i need soo badly darling..feel lyke hugging you rite naw..aargh!
bt nvm..i'll wait for you..lyke i always do..

gurl i do hope you return back here safely..cos u meant too much for me..
haiz..i'll neva stop praying..till u came back darling..

damn i hate CAD!..f1 is soo fcuking hard..how am i supposed to pass dis module?
project is 20% finish..deadline's 2nd january..damn it!
even thou its 15% weightage..i still need to complete it..wahlao..

i tell you guys..working in sentosa haf gotten into my nerves..
lucky i've been working with wonderful ppl..ppl lyke saihah, dhilah, anthony..
not to forget da understanding IC amir..if it were not for them i wud haf quit working..
ppl over there are just so fcuked up!..can u imagine larhs..

those of them shud haf been working..crowds were lyke ants..there were soo many..
it can be understood dat the crowd is large..due to christmas as well as end of year hols..
bt one thing i dun understand is those guys..where are they?..
happily go practice for attractions nyte..i'd say wtf?!..wich is more impt larh seh?

from naw onwards i'm gonna save money slowly..by late february i intend to enrol..
for 2B license..with license its much more easier you see..
owning my own motorbike is another story larhs..i just want to take de license..
can sumbody pls grant my wish?..if not..cud you god?

i sumhow feel lyfe is totally meaningless rite naw..
pointless..
useless..
i totally hate lyfe rite naw..gosh..its so unpleasant..

2007-12-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

[HER]

"Satu hari CINTA & KAWAN berjalan dalam kampung... Tiba-tiba CINTA terjatuh dalam telaga... Kenapa?? Kerana CINTA itu buta.. Lalu KAWAN pun ikut terjun dalam telaga... Kenapa?? Kerana... KAWAN akan buat apa sahaja demi CINTA !! Di dalam telaga CINTA hilang... Kenapa?? Kerana... CINTA itu halus, mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga, sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap...Sedangkan KAWAN masih lagi tercari-cari dimana CINTA & terus menunggu.. Kenapa?? Kerana... KAWAN itu sejati & akan kekal sebagai KAWAN yang setia...kan ?? so, hargai lah KAWAN kita selagi kita terasa dia BERERTI....Walau kita punya couple, teman still paling setia. Walau kita punya harta banyak, teman still paling berharga."

i find the story here cute.
i agree to the last phrase
"Walau kita punya harta banyak,teman paling berharga"
well.
u cannot trade frens for money
they're priceless

a friend is
someone whom u can look out for
someone whom u can confide in
someone who wld sacrifice and stand by u always

up til now
i tink im lucky
i do have frens
whom i can confide in
who care and stand by me always
who laugh and cry with me

im contented enuf
having them
as my frens

i tink i cld ask for no more
as they're my treasure
dat i shud hold onto
till e end of time

so Santa,
i tink u can forget abt my christmas wish
thanks(:

2007-12-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

haiz..its pityful for my dear..just read her blog..
how she's being treated by her mum..its not fair..bt..
wat can i do?..mayb her mum's dat type..bt i'll surely hope..
her mum cud change for da betta..lets hope..fingers crossed..

just came back from m'sia..fuuh!..wat a stay there..
managed to strengthen da ties between cuzzies..i'd say cool!..hehex..
wat cud be more entertaining than spending ur tym wif ur relatives..hee..
sumore we're given da chance to play wif babies and toddlers!..yup2..my fav!..

we went there to celebrate my cuzzie's wedding ceremony..she's 23 dis year..
from wat i've witness..getting married can be fun!..bt there's always a bt sumwhere..
da preparations needed is tough..in terms of money, energy, effort..
plus2, u need alot of patience..yeah..no patience no success in da ceremony..

managed to call darling in between my stay there..only god know how relieved i am..
when i heard her giggles and laughters thru da phone..ahh..i'm in fairyland larh seh..
ahhax..bt unfortunately we cant talk for a long period of tym..cos i need to help out often..

naw i've reached singapore safely..just as wat darling wish for me..tanx darling..
all she wanted from was not souvenirs nor bubble gums..just a simple thing..
wich was to haf a safe journey along da way..i'm truly touched..(:

tml ish christmas!..lucky i neva work..and i planned to go out wif her..
oh god pls grant my wish..i just ♥ spending quality tyms wif her..
once again..i hope..

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>izzat♥lyana<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

2007-12-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

helo peeps..ahha..been busy lately wif exams n stuffs..

ahha..dats y i rarely blog..bt not today..

i got sumthing big to tell..even thou its late..

MANCHESTER UNITED WON AGAINST LIVERPOOL AT 'ANTFIELD'!

hehex..so nice man..winning away from home to ur closest rivals..

da feeling's great!..hurhur~..dun get angry liverpool fans..

naw dat exams are over..da stresses are not done yet..haiz..

there's still lotsa projects to hand in..da ones to be done during hols..

wat?..no real holidays for me?..sheesh..

den y is it call a break anyway when u dun haf any break at all?..ahhax..

nvm..projects aside..lets tok abt fun!
hehex..yup!..i smell fun!..wahuahua..

da ferst day of hols come back to skul at 9am..wtf..ahhax..

futsal's sake larhs..they organised a tournament..stupid one i'd say..

we lost 3 games n draw a game..ahhax..hu wants to play competition on da ferst day of hols?..

nvm..met dear darling right after dat..she got performance for RP open house 07/08..

i'd say wrong tyming larhs RP..its da raining season..n boy it is raining heavily..

thou its raining heavily i'd still sent her to skul n fetch her from skul..hehex..i gud bf mah..

wahuahua!..after dat we took our dinner at abt 6pm n den we headed back home..

naw dat saturday's done..moving on to sunday..i was working for SOS.

wich started from 1745 right till 2145..darl's got another performance at dxo..

wich started at 1700 till 2215..before dat we managed to chill by the water..

we managed to take a couple of shots..bt surely da best one's dis..

den right after i finished work we meet at outram mrt sttn..she almost make me worried..

unfortunately for us she haven top up her pp8..ahhax..dats y we had a lil trouble communicating..

she look gorgeous larh seh!..in her all white dressing..da shoe oso white..

den i lend her my cardigan..wahuahua!..we went to eat at plaza's macd..

n go filled our empty stomachs..hehex..i lioke!

monday..i waste abt 6 hours of my lyfe..going to sentosa wif my classmates..

grrr..it wasnt a well-planned..n i regret it alot seh!

if i noe..i wud slip at home all day..haiz..pic of da day..

tuesday was absolutely fun larh seh!..i lioke it alot..serious..

my group makes a project..bringing pertapis girls n boys to p.ris park..

dis sums up our day..

i guess dats it..adios ppl!..tune in nxt tym.. (:

2007-12-10T16:41:00.000+08:00

[HER]

I talk about you all the time
I dream about you all the time
Because I love you

I’ll walk that extra mile for you
I’ll sacrifice that special thing for you
Because I love you

I’ll prefer all of your hurt to be mine
All of your pain to be mine
And mostly, all of your worries to be mine
Because I love you

I’ll build your dreams for you
I’ll face your fears for you
I’ll fulfill your hopes for you
Because I love you

and;
i'll do anything and everything in this world
All because I love you…

my all time favourite SUPERHERO!!

just for you:

we've gone thru many hurdles together
be it in life or in r/s
but we hang on still
we quarreled over e smallest matter on earth
but we hang on still

eventhough it's only 6 mths of getting into a r/s
it felt as if we've been together for many years
we were so close to each other
dat others dun matter except ourselves

eventhough we've just known each other for almost a year
it felt as if i've known u for years
we're so comfortable with each other
dat we're able to share almost everything abt ourselves

when im with u
i felt as if im e most fortunate girl on earth
when im hugged by u
i felt as if im e most important girl on earth
when u look into my eyes
i felt as if im e only girl u see
simply say
im e most happiest girl on earth when u first uttered those 3 words to me
"I LOVE YOU"

i cant help but cry;
tears of joy,i must say
im too happy 2 find out dat im e girl dat u all along pointing out
im too happy that i make such great differences in ur life
and most of all
im too happy to say anything

thanks for all e sacrifices u've made for me
thanks for all the time u wasted on me
thanks for all the sweet words u've uttered for me
lastly,
THANKS, superHERO for everything that u've done for me

i cldnt thank u any further
i think that it's nt enuf
with just a simple 'thank you'
but trust me
i reali2 appreciate all ur doings for me
last but not least

I LOVE YOU,mySUPERHERO

-ur dearest,Lyana(:

2007-12-08T08:54:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

heylo ppl! ahhax.. she did hers.. i did mine larh seh! hehe.. lets take a peek at it.. =p

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2007-11-30T10:28:00.000+08:00

[HER]

i was given a link frm Eileen
she said it's abt getting to noe myself better
and indeed its quite true
i mean their predictions

well
i did mine and here it is

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i think dat 80% of this are true abt me
gees~
its fun
u guys shud try it out
hehs!

here's the link:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

its worth trying(:

2007-11-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

To the one dat i wud lyke to dedicate my lyfe too in da near future ;

Dear Nur Farlyana ;

i remember da day wen we first met..
i was nervous n i tink you too..
we spoke a couple of words..
as i walked you home..

n as i'm on my way home..
i cant stop tinking..
how cute you are in my eyes..
n how good it is dat you can be mine..

days past by n we got closer..
even thou we met often..
even thou its on da net dat we communicate..
bt i can sense dat you'll be mine one day..

indeed wat my heart felt is true..
two days after my very own burfday..
with doubt n a very big heart..
i asked you if you wud wanna be my gurl..

i haf doubt abt myself..
wat if i neva will be accepted?
bt indeed it turned out otherwise..
dat you agreed bt wif just a promise..

you said..
you dun want anything else..
you just want me to be faithful..

yes..
faithful..
dats wat i did eversince we're togeda..

n today you turned 18..
i'm realie proud of you darling..
you haf changed my lyfe!
n naw i'm gonna change yours foreva..

i promise dat i'll be dat only sumone..
whom will give you mountains of loves..
whom will give you tonnes of kisses..
whom will appreciate you more unlyke any other human being in dis world..

Hapie Burfday Darling.. tanx so much for wat you've done for me..

With Much Love & Your Only BUCUK..

Muhd Izzat Amir (:

togeda since 100607.. <33

2007-11-08T20:50:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

hola!! long tym neva blog.. kinda busy seh.. everyday going home late at nyte.. either working at sentosa or finishing up late for takraw training.. yesh! da moment we've been waiting for.. sepaktakraw POLITE tournament 2007.. tis coming monday.. ahha.. we're gonna beat those polys!! hehx..

haiz.. b4 i forgot, happy deepavali larh seh to all ppl.. wahuahua.. wich was just naw.. i spent tym wif my dearest darl.. hehex.. feels good.. so long we neva spent a day togeda.. bt we just did just naw.. aww.. she's getting cuter each day.. hehe.. i lioke!!

got my pay on da 3rd of nov.. ahha.. just $129 only larhs.. haven spent it on anything yet.. having a dilemma.. da new total 90 laser red & black had arrived.. awesome.. bt i dunoe.. feels lyke wasted if i buy da shoe.. hmm.. den i lioke da red devil's black jersey!! gosh i cant wait to get my hands on it.. wif printing.. hee.. w/o printing it shud cost me around $111.. wif printing mayb $130? ahhax.. && da best part of it.. darl too wanna get dat jersey for herself.. bt just naw ask da shopkeeper.. he said there's no black jersey for women.. mayb it haven arrived yet.. cos there's women size for united's home jersey.. hehex..

last bt not least.. an mp3/mp4 player.. my earpiece for da handphone is spoilt.. damn!! just a few weeks bought it.. den spoit.. n it cost me more than 3o bucks!! gone in da drain.. so i need an mp3 player to entertain me during skool journeys.. n da best part of it.. darl is getting one too!! cool larh seh.. walking2 at harvey norman.. den saw samsung mp3 player.. very da nice.. 1GB n it cost $99.. bt lucky we're not in a rush.. we decide to go to sim lim since da price there is much more lower than anywhere else for da latest gadgets.. hehex..

we took a bus home & alighted at da temple at bkt pnjg.. since her dad wans to go sumwhere else.. hehe.. n i was surprised.. her dad sent me all da way back home rite infront of my block.. hehe.. tankiuk veri2 much pakcik!! hehe.. nk ckp dad segan deh.. wahuahuahua!!

dats all folks.. tune in for da next post.. cya! (:

2007-10-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

when i look at this photo

it not only remind me of prom nite

bt also halloween

gees~

hw i wish spore practice this festival

wldnt it b fun?

walking ard the streets with ur costumes

trick or treating people

hoho !

then spore wld b a much better place to live in

heh!

cm phm!

bt den again,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN , pee-pole ! ((:

2007-10-20T16:03:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

haiz..
wat can i say..
hari raya is not da way it used to be..

hari raya used to be those tyms..
where i look forward to..
after tired fasting for a month..

its just different..
i mean da situation and scenario..
i hate it..
y haf it turned diz way?

i dunoe..
lyfe's not as normal as i want it to be..
getting tougher and hard to cope..
as i mature and get older..

i wud rather be a kid all year long..
where u dun haf any problems..
there u go wen u grow up..
all sorts of ^&$%@$% problems appear..

i dun lyke it..
i dun lyke it at all..

2007-10-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

to all muslims out there ;
^
^
^
^
SeLaMaT HaReEe RaYe !!
^
^
^
^
mohon maaf jikalau ader kesilapan..
n esp to my dear NUR FARLYANA BTE JOHARI ;
^
^
^
^
bucuk mintak ampun darik hujung rambut ke hujang kaki jika hati sayang tersinggung atau terluka..
^
^
^
^
gue lurp same lu larh seh!

hehex.. (:

2007-10-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

Everything - Lifehouse

Find me here,
speak to me
I want to feel you,
I need to hear you

You are the light
that's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again

You are the strength
that keeps me walking
You are the hope
that keeps me trusting

You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

You calm the storms
and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands

You won't let me fall
You still my heart,
and you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

Cause you're all I want,
You're all I need
You're everything..
everything

You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything..
everything

You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything..
everything

You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything..
everything

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better any better than this

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

hapie 4mthsary darling.. mmuahs! =)

HAPPY , HAPPY 4-MTHSARY,darling ! (:

2007-10-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

[HER]

HAPPY 4-MTHSARY, myBUCUK ! (:

here's something for u dearBF :

We met online,
had a good time.
chatted again,
and became good friends.

Time went on,
and we’re still good friends,
and I truly believe you’re more than just a friend

Here’s something I’d like to share with u,
for all your love and kindness too.

It’s a symbol of friendship
which I hope will last forever.

and don't ever let me go
I'll tie your ribbon into a bow
Hold me tight and hold me close
coz i'm your only rose

&& always remember you hold a piece of my heart
forever and always(:

-Lyana-

2007-10-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

[HER]

i swear i regret coming to skool today
e problem was difficult
i tink im gonna get white hair soon
and not forgetting droopy eyes
all hail today's problem !

and to whoever :

thanks yah.
u succeeded in making me hate u even more.
plusplus making today sucha great day for me (read: watever!)
kudos to you !
andand;dun forget to brush ur teeth
coz ur mouth stinks ! :P

i tink i end here
lest im gonna go berserk
toodles pee-pole ! xD

2007-09-30T14:34:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

heylo everybody..
ahhax..
isnt it a fine day today?
haha..
mentang2 nk jumper ehem2..
sume fine ajer..
hee..
mcm tau2 ajer..
okays lets go straight to da point..
but first!
futsal larh seh..
hehex..

afta two sessions of futsal in skool..
during da fasting month..
i've managed to impress seh..
lyke finally..
i used not to play dat well during futsal..
i guess fasting got its speciality..
hehex..

scored 6 goals yest..
scored 4 da week before..
it was damn tiring and hot!
plus2 throats were damn dry..
its lyke in a desert seh..
wahuahua..

okays futsal's done..
back to da main program!
today, sunday da 30th of sept 07..

saturday rulang warrior..
will be breaking our fast togeda..
ahhax...
i called my football mates n cuzzins dat..
simply cos we are a warrior of our own..
we simply rox wen we played togeda..
unbeatable!

yup2.. n i got to meet lily too..
hehex.. okays den..
betta get packing..

i love u lots sayang!
mmuahs!

2007-09-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

this post is dedicated to the one and only ; Nur Farlyana Bte Johari

we were sitting beside each other.. den i saw her shed to tears.. i asked her y? wats wrong? wat r u tinking.. she said nothing.. den she leaned her head on my shoulder.. den again she cried.. dis tym her tears runs down my shirt.. i asked her y sayang.. pls tell me.. to my surprised.. she hugged my tightly and said ;

'i mish you'..

tanx sayang.. dat was da most switest of things dat happen to me.. i love u soo much.. =)

2007-09-21T14:14:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

heylo! wats up bebeh2 ku! ahhax.. i'm high larh seh naw! ahha.. simply bcos i'm going out wif dear GF to break our fast today bebeh! ahha.. plus2 my old sec skool mates.. hee.. gee.. i betta get typing cos i'll meet her in less than 2 hrs tym! gosh2.. friday ish da besh day afta all larh seh! wahuahua..

ahhax.. okays wed went to takraw training late.. cos meeting dearie GF at rp for a while.. just to 'lepaskn rindu' larh katekn.. bt not enuf larh seh.. for only abt 50mins.. since she got dance practise.. hehe.. okays den da days done.. ahha.. yup2.. y so short? dunoe leh.. hehex..

thurs? booring! ahhax.. didnt go anywhere.. except for mosque at nyte.. bt only da interesting things happen yest was chatting wif dear GF! hehe.. haf some misunderstandings den we're off laughing our hearts out while chatting.. n she called me afta my journey from mosque.. had a chat for lyke 50mins.. planning for today! weee~!

okays my weeks done.. ahha.. bt sat's n sun's not done.. tml got futsal training.. haiz.. bt long tym neva play soccer.. ahhax.. surely fun2.. bt shud be tiring too! hee.. nvm2.. sunday i dun haf plans.. hehx.. so if anyone of you out there got plans.. pls do ask me to tag along! wahuahua!

cya!

LiL MeSsIaNo LuIs NaNi..
[",].. =p

he makes me sway

2007-09-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

heyloo my avid readers!

im elated today
wanna noe y?
coz i get to mit him*

him*
my one & only Izzat Amir*
he gave me sumtink special
which money cant buy
u dun nd to noe
hehs(:

&& todays routine was splendid!
two thumbs up y'all!
mon cnfm e designs for our costumes
damn!
it was sooooo ~~gorgeous~~ sexaaaaaaaay!
im positive dat my parents gonna drop ~~dead~~ if dey sees me in it
:x
cant wait to perform at DXO n TRCC
XD

toodles sweeties!((:

2007-09-18T12:19:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

helo ppl out there! ahha.. well i'm off here again blogging.. haiz.. wat to do.. haf to wait till 26th sept larh seh! damn it.. rct is so long.. bt afta dat i'll be free to work anytym! woohoo! ahhax..

okays.. i haf a problem.. wich i'm facing nawadays.. its iritating.. and i can avoid larh.. its just dat how i reacted to it.. i accepted dat she had to change.. bt hey! its not fair.. i've got to change too.. its a two way in any relationship.. so its my fault too.. sorie sayang i.. =]

okays.. she ish at skool naw! ahha.. kecian.. bt yup2.. she's doing pretty well.. ahha.. glad for her.. hehex.. haiz.. today marks da 6th consecutive days of not meeting her.. gosh.. i mish her soo much.. esp pampering her.. ahha.. bt hopefully we could be togeda tiz friday.. hehex.. to break fast togeda wif my frens.. ahha.. get along wif my fren tau sayang! hehx..

yest went to bbdc to accompany man to enrol for 2B license.. i say cool larh seh! ahha.. so.. hmmm.. i'm planning on enrolling after raye.. ahha.. by then i get my pay and collection! gosh am i still a kid or wat? wahuahua..

kays den.. till here only.. will be back in a few days tym! cya around aite! for muslims cont puase! tkmo drama mama tkleh puase.. wahuahuahua.. tata!

back to school

2007-09-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

[HER]

yup!
its back to school once again for me
which means.
im gonna be the school girl once again
teehee~

gd for him
he can still enjoy
and indulge himself in his comfy bed
hmmphh!
im jealous.

nvm.
sooner or later ,
its back to school for him too
muahahaha!

but this boy of mine.
dun seem to be ready 4 school as yet
coz he cant seem to wait for hari raya
haha!
ntah puase nye full ke tak pon blom tau
hehe

he has tried on his all-new baju kurung
silly him.
hehe.
but i LOVE him more , though
wanna c him?
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see?
i told ya he's cute.
but he's mine now
too bad~
SORIE GIRLS!
teehee~

2007-09-13T11:58:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

yo wazzzzzup! ahha.. back from a few days rest.. n naw i'm blogging again! ahha.. gosh i'm so damn bored naw.. before i start.. i jus wanna take this opportunity.. to wish all muslims out there..

SLAMAT BERPUASE DI BULAN RAMADHAN..!!

(hapie fasting in da month of ramadhan)

okays go! there will be two parts in this post.. da first one will be my experience at sentosa! da second one ish dedicated to my only sayang! hehe..

okays.. let me tell u from da beginning.. from da first day of work till da 4th day of work.. gee.. i can see myself growing wif confidence while working.. n how i noe its so important to make the guest, in this case the tourists, feel hapie while in their stay in s'pore.. ahha.. once u make them happie, they'll make ur day for sure.. hee.. okays i've master the opening and closing of operations of skytower! gosh dats an achievement.. ahhax.. not to mention having able to bring the gondola up and down.. hee.. soo fun~.. bt not so fun thing abt it is dat weneva there is emergency.. gosh hope i do react well in those cases and situations.. other than that, i'm loving it! hehx..

okays first part's done.. now to the other.. abt sumone.. whom i have.. she's da precious of things dat i had in this world.. apart from my mum, dad and family.. gee.. i just cant appreciate her existence more. .than to say dat.. i love her!

yah.. sumhow i just wish i react more faster.. n fall in love wif her wen she's working in iman.. bt dat i dun care too much.. afta all i managed to win her heart.. wat more cud i ask for.. sumore during those two days afta my burfday seh.. da best present i've got in my lyfe on my 18th burfday.. nur farlyana bte johari.. hapie 3mthsary ++ sayang.. hehe..

weneva ur wif me.. i felt sumone special.. sumone i cudnt have been in my past.. i was so scared facing ppl, confronting ppl, having very low confidence of myself and a very low self-esteem.. not till i noe her.. she expose me to every weakness dat i had n make it my strong points.. i have more confidence in facing ppl.. and a very good tinking of wat i cud do rather than wat i cud not.. she just bring soo much impact in my lyfe dat i've decided to stead and be wif her.. and naw here we are togeda!

we will not meet often in this holy month.. yah.. bt wateva it is.. my feelings towards u will be da same! i love u and will always love u.. last bt not least..

baby i will wait for u~.. wait hehe.. =]

2007-09-11T16:04:00.000+08:00

[HER]

im starting work tmr!!yippee!!

gonna have fun wif e kids

so looking 4ward to relief dem tmr!

sorie izzat im nt able to accompany u tmr 4 soccer..

thousand apologies :(

2007-09-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

yo wazzzzup! ahhax.. been wanting to blog about last sunday's football match.. bt its already late larh seh.. ahha.. nvm2.. just telling you all a glimpse of da actions at the jurong west sec on sunday 2nd of sept.. hehex..

reached the field at 245pm.. den changed all dat.. iman took out the jersey from his bag.. all 10 togeda.. it was light blue.. bt hu cares.. everyone rushes to take their fav no.. i took 7 den gave it to wawan.. den i went on to take 3.. i was lyke having patrice evra on my mind.. wahuahua.. okays.. starting line-up.. wawan's fren da keeper.. right back oso his fren.. centre backs abg remy and iman's fren.. left back sydi.. right wing wawan.. centre mids iman and azwan.. left wing nani..!! ahhax.. dats me.. strikers are both mydi and fahmi..

kick off.. we started off well.. went on attacking and was all da way on the opponent's half.. i took my first two corner and it was disappointing low.. bt i didnt gave up.. my third corner went well up high da keeper bt one of us didnt convert it onto a goal.. their keeper have a shaky performance all da way.. not catching the ball properly.. flops here and there.. ahha.. den came da goal.. iman giving thru pass to wawan.. and he took a inswinging cross.. the ball surpassed everyone and i was ready for any loose ball outside the penalty box.. as soon as it touches my feet, i gave a curler to the right post.. its a goal..!! was just too shocked to celebrate.. ahhax..

den came wawan's goal.. iman again thru pass.. da keeper went well off his line bt wawan reach the ball first.. he side step and cleanly put it on goal.. ahhax.. haiz.. its difficult larhs wen ur team got nani on da left wing and torres on da right.. ahha..

just naw went to fajar clinic wif my lyana.. she had sore-eyes.. haiz.. i tink she gets infected from me.. cos last few days i did suffer from sore-eyes.. and mind you.. playing the match last sunday wif sore-eyes..!! ahha.. den went to accompany her to da market.. ceh3.. nk jadik menantu yg baek larhs tu.. wahuahua.. so funnie.. her eyes was soo red.. dat i've decided to give her da best medicine.. hehex..

okays den.. tml working on shift one.. dat means from 0815 rite till 1745.. ahhax.. yup2.. gonna be a long day for me.. so tonyte must slip before 1am da latest.. hehex.. cya soon..!!

moments away to da 3rd monthsary..!! i love u alot nur farlyana bte johari.. hehe.. =]

believe it..or not..

2007-09-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

[HER]

Guy Facts:

When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine,"after a few minutes,he means it
When a guy stares at you,he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world
When you're laying your head on a guy's chest,he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday,he is in love
When a (good) guy say he loves you,he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you,he's with you till you're done
When a guy says, "I miss you",he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Girl facts:

When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"no one in this world can miss you more than that

-adapted

friends

2007-09-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

[HER]

sometimes i wonder..whether dey r reali my frens or mayb dey just coincidentally were der wenever i nd dem..sometimes i felt lyk dey didnt fully understand me..eversince i had a guy..dey wld link everytink dat i did was just an excuse 4 me to get away frm dem n to b wif him..gees~..tell me..y wld i do dat?..

mayb to dem..i wld do dat 4 my own benefit..which is to spend tym wif my guy..bt den..isnt it absurd 4 me 2 spend tym almost everyday just 2 meet him??goshh..and i noe..wen i told dem dat im gonna b absent 4 e day coz im sick..dey definitely had a hard tym believing me..

ahh~..i dun care..its simply nt in my area of control to ensure dat dey trust me..coz dey,themselve shud noe dat in every frenship..there shud have trust amongst dem..i do trust dem..no doubt..bt do dey trust me??i dun have an ans 4 dat..coz its totally up to dem..bt i reali do hope dat i do atleast get a tinge of trust frm dem..or mayb i hope dat dey understand me or my situation..

thank god he was der to listen 2 my woes..coz i cldnt bottle up everytink inside me..i definitely nd a listening ear..i wanted 2 share wif my dear frens..bt den it seems dat dey too were bz wif their stuffs..so nah~...i wldnt wanna b a burden 2 dem..having 2 listen to my blabberings..therefore he was e onli place 4 me to confide in..and i felt pretty easy after i spouted everytink to him..he understands me most..im truly grateful dat i have him as my guy as well as a fren..i felt at ease..he told me dat i cldnt change their thinking towards me..somehow i tink dat he's rite..

but i tink dat eventhough dey dun seem to trust me as much..dey had been a great help to me..its obvious la seh..we've been frens 4 so long..we studied and shared almost everytink 2geda..mayb dey were just nt used 2 nt having me ard..thus e thought..well..i do understand dat..hee..bt he also did say dat dey will understand my situation sooner or ltr coz dey definitely will experience e same situation as i did..teehee~

wateva it is..thanks 4 being my fren..i do appreciate it lots..and to you...thanks 4 everytink dat u've done 4 me..great having u ard as my companion..love ya lots((:

[HIM]

2007-08-26T07:27:00.000+08:00

[HIM]

yohar ppl..!! here i am blogging..!! ahhaz.. wat..?? aww~.. u all actuali mished me..?? how nice.. no seriously.. i'm melting.. melting... melting.. ahhax.. just kidding.. todaes' sundae..!! hehe.. yeah.. it means tym to relax bebeh.. afta a fun dae yest.. it was damn cool.. just had my part tym work orientation at sentosa.. wow..!! wildness.. hehex.. let me tell u all wat happens from A to Z on saturdae da 25th of Aug 07.. ahhax..

woke up at 0845.. met Toi n board da bus 963 at 1005.. reached harbourfront at 1050 and met wak samid.. went to haf our breakfast n off we went to sentosa taking da bus.. ahhax.. reached da registration office at 1140.. der's 13 of us.. starting we were strangers bt we blend in well wif da others..!! great.. da supervisor named Stephen, i tell u.. ish crazee..!! ahhax.. he toks alot, dance here n there n obviously having fun..!! ahha.. cool.. i'm beginning to lyke da work atmosphere larhs..

from 1300 rite till 1540 we sat just inside an air-con room to go to the procedures of work.. u noe those kinds of wat to be done n wats not.. at ferst i tot gee.. there's lots of things to do.. as in just the guest itself.. ways to treat them, greet, seek everything larhs.. bt tiz session was made wild..!! esp Karen..!! hehe.. she was wild.. she acted good and giving real scenarios.. wat might happen all dat and wat had happen for da past few months..

den we took a short break and off we went for the tour..!! at 1600 we went to fort siloso ferst.. it may kinda sound boring bt wen stephen's around nothing's bored larh seh..!! ahha.. he memorise all da actual facts so well seh.. i wonder how one can remember dat much and put it in their mind.. ahhax.. naw i noe a lil bit of history.. ahha.. used to slip during history lessons.. wahuahua..

fort siloso done.. next stop.. omg i lyke tiz..!! its da carlsberg sky tower..!! wow..!! it was damn shiok..!! ahha.. reaching there at 1650.. seeing everything down was lyke seeing toys moving on their own.. seeing da lorries at construction sites.. its a toy..!! wahuahua.. it was 360^ of site seeing.. n it was way higher than cable car seh.. abt 4 times the height of a cable care i'd say..n if u luk way down it realie brings da chill down ur spine.. ahha.. i'd lyke to be da host here seh.. fun2..

next stop.. images of spore.. we reached there at 1720.. i tell u.. da waxwork looks real seh.. haf anyone seen da house of wax..?? da scary movie.. was looking at their eyes to see if they're spying on us.. wahuahua.. tiz place here just show the four winds of singapore.. u noe da malays, indians, chinese, eurasions.. their common passion.. wich is to bring us as one community.. ahha.. i'd say cool..!!

afta dat we went to merlion at 1805.. we walked in at da bottom of da merlion.. there are walls having da shape of a mermaids, dragons, and other myths creatures.. ahha.. and u noe da word 'jakon'.. lyke neva see before then go wah.. haha.. dats us..?? everything dats white turns glowy.. mayb cos of the LED light there.. awesome..!! den we took the lifts to the 10th floor to see places from the head of merlion.. it was fun.. ahhax..

we stop and took 20mins break.. before Karen issues us our staff pass..!! i lioke..!! most of the things in sentosa will be free for us.. weee~.. n naw i cant wait to give my service in sentosa.. ahhax.. finally, its 1940.. we headed to the songs of the sea..!! if i cud i'd give 6/5 rating seh.. da projection, use of water combining wif excellent technology realie impresses me.. it is a must watch tau.. nvm sayang.. i'll bring u there sumdae.. ahhax.. i lyke da fire works da most.. we can feel the heat..!!

okays went out of sentosa at 2020.. overall da day was a fun one.. i enjoyed it very much.. ahhax.. n todae.. i cant wait to meet my sayang..!! hehe.. taking care..!! =]

3 words.. Energy, Passion & Fun.. =)

random

2007-08-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

[HER]

1.Do you burp in front of guys?
- yup!wats there to b ashamed of?..bt i DO cover up my mouth b4 burping..

2. Do you straighten your hair?
- no..its natural babeh!(:

3. Whats your favorite girl magazine?
- Seventeen,darling..

4. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
- NO!..i am wat i am(:

5. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
- gees..always..dun ask me why..

6. Would you leave the house without makeup on?
- yes i wld..

7. Do you consider making out "unladylike"?
-hmmm..y nt?teehee~

8.On the scale of 1-10 how fun is shopping?
- err...6?..i dun enjoy shopping though

9. Do you think lipgloss is the best?
- hell no!..my hair always get stuck onto it everytime i fling them

10. Do you freak out if you miss your favourite show?
- YES!!..Shooting Stars to b exact..(reason:Taufik stars in it..teehee~)

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
- less than 30 mins? (damn!i just lied..hee)

12. Do you like soccer boys?
- goshh..ur asking the obvious..*winks*

13. Is pink the best color in the world?
-HELL NOOOOOO!:p

14. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
- NOPE!..n i wont..(reason:they dun mean the world to me)*winks*

15. Do you often wish there was something you could change about yourself ?
- haha..yeah..(ask me the WHAT qn!teehee~)

16. Do you dress up for holidays?
- No..

17. Do you like to wear dresses?
- No!.its too girly 4 me.. =x

18. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
- No..reason:im just an amateur in writing poems(:

19. On a scale 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
- 6?hee..

20. In the past 24 hours, have you hung out with a guy?
- nope..

21. Are shoes your weakness?
- Nooo..

22. Is chocolate your best friend?
-HELL YEAH!!..they're my BEST COMPANION since i was a kid..(:

23. Do you like to paint your nails?
- no..hee..

25. On a scale of 1-10 how many times do you look in the mirror a day?
- goshh..can i have more than 10??plssss...

26. Are your nails long and pretty?
- No..

27. How often do you wear high heels?
- whenever there's Salsa Lesson(:

28. Would you rather go to a sports event or go shopping?
- Sports event..believe it or not..

29. Would you rather go to a rock concert or prepare yourself for a party?
- Rock concert(:

30. Would you rather listen to music or dance to music?
- I'm a dancer,remember?teehee~

2007-08-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

[HIM]
haiz.. i wasnt feeling well on tuesdae morning.. tink i just got myself a fever.. n i tink its all bcos of da rain on sundae.. yah.. walk on da rain wen going back home.. bt nevatheless i'm feeling much betta too.. n wif my sayang helping me out wif da new blog.. i feel great..!! hehe.. kays den till here.. i love u larh seh lyana..!! mmuahs..!! =]

Our movie date(:

2007-08-13T20:07:00.001+08:00

[HER]
we watched rush hr 3!!!..it was damn hilarious i tell ya..its definitely a MUST WATCH